Tuesday, April 17, 2007
crap keeps getting bad....
i jz got back from ipoh... another weekend gone..... was planing 2 catch up wat i dono cz i missed alot of sch... cz i had 2 go down 2 ipoh... but after planing my day 4 sat... i went 2 sleep at like 1.... at 2 ma got a phone call which woke me up.... u.frencis had pass away... so at 6 ma,amachi n me drove down 2 ipoh... we went 2 amelia place 1st... hanged there, then left 4 u.frencis place... i did not know wat 2 say 2 them or how 2 talk 2 my couz... im bad at handeling tis kinda of situation.... haiz... about 2 the body came... at 1st i diden dare c.... we spent most of our time there.. i kept trying 2 cheer cheryl up... at amelia's place... i did 'it' again... i really hurt jan n bo again.... i dono wat the hell i was thinking....the hole day was so emo.. tat night i kinda cleared everthing wit them,,,, n im really not gona do tat again....sunday i came back early wit a.lovie... was home alone.. no 1 could come over..... went syko a bit wit the beach... monday was sch... tatooing session... haha... so blur whats happening... haiz i better get everything stright...
