One year is almost over,
this has been one though year,
alot of downs more than up's..
but I hope it can end with a bang!
I learned alot this year,
Faced alot of problems with myself and manage to overcome them,
This year was hard dealing with alot of personal relationship problems,
Im glad this year is coming to an end,
cause I can face next year with a new start..
someone hurt me alot this year mentally and physically
and I hope that one day you realize your faults and better yourself
cause I pray you never treat anyone alse like how you treated me,
you left a scar for life, and Im glad Im pass that,
I can finally move on now...
cause i know not everyones the same...
I learned nothing is permanent
everything is just temporary
just live in the moment
but that does not give you an excuse to be stupid
cause you will someday have to deal with the consequences of your own actions...
People like to judge you but the people around you
But I think if you know yourself well enough
and hold strong to your own principles
no one can mold you except you, yourself..
This year I made alot of new friends that I know
are Friends for life...
You guys who were always there and stuck by me,
I know I could not go through this year without each of you.
My family is going thru so much
we are having a BIG MOVE.
so I hope Im not causing anymore strains on them
cause now all the skeletons are cleared we can start the new year
with a new leaf! =)
This year i turned 20!
I had my 1st flaming! And a bunch of other shots
I cant remember the name.
I tried alot of new stuff ..
Had a few sohai moments,
kissed 4guys ? jk
learned not to hold myself back so much
living with sheena helped me so much in so many ways
Im just glad I could survive 2010. =)
Saturday, December 25, 2010
This year didn't seem much like Christmas..
Was not even in the Christmas spirit!!
I kept missing home..
I know I should accept change but...
Its easier said than done..
I should have not answer some calls that made my decision to stay in KL
not an easy one...
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
I moved out of PJ on the 16December 2010!
It was the hardest thing I had to do..
thank god I had amazing friends and family that helped me...
like sheena,siraj, melisa and aaron..
currently living with sheena till I get me own place..
Im so dam broke this month!!
completely forgot what its like living with someone..
PJLA please give me a job in Jan, I really need cash..
My Bday is tomorrow, Christmas is just a couple days away,
im not even in the mood for anything..
I miss penang..
*anyone wiling to pay my maxis bill for me? as a bday or Christmas gift?*
Thursday, December 09, 2010
Currently addicted to this version thanks to Hijau....
was listening to grenade, what if,and smile
now im dead addicted to this part2 and just the way you are....
new fav word..SO-hai
never knew talking about pontianak and toyols could freak the shit out of me...
Discovering alot of new things..
Wednesday, December 08, 2010
So many things play throu my head…
I found my feet back on the ground..
Not easy getting here.. but I did it..
No more feeling shitty about myself
Wondering what my mistake was,
Wondering what if…
Im at a place I feel happy
Despite people around me getting the wrong idea
Despite the people around not trusting me
But that’s history,
I cant wait for 2010 to end…
Next year one clean slate..
Same same but different..
Im with people who care,
Im with people that show me that there is more to life
people should stop judging people by their cover...
every book tells a different story,
only difference is your the author of your own book..
how the ending might be is up to you,
how different people like reading the book or not
is up to them..
as long as your happy with how your book is turning out
thats all that really matter's..
when life gives you lemons ask for tequila and salt ;p
I'm back new and improved...
Doing the things I never could cause you hold me down...
to-No.3 You cant mess with my mind no more...
I'm not letting you have the best of me..
no more mindf**king me.
your nice but you have no respect for people
even the respect you show is just temporary..
I did some modeling for my friends awesome experience
and It was fun!
**lil too much make up in one but totally worth it hopefully i can keep the dress**