Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Why Do Boys Love Girls?(This was written by a guy)
it's so sweet! :)
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
.6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.1
2. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fightanymore" - even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say"I love you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admitit).
23. The way they say "I miss you"
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...
Yet regardless if you love them, hatet hem, wish they would die or know thatyou would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life,what ever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look the min the eyes, traveling to the depths oftheir souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her every heart. We love them for a millionreasons, no paper would do it justice.It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.A feeling.Only felt.This chain started in 2002.It is a love chain letter.
fine me a guy like this la..lol.. doubt there is..
Sunday, July 29, 2007
fuku la... dono wtf is hsbm ppl prob.. they say i smoke,zz around,drink,club n drugz wtf?!!! 1)ppl i aint stupid if i wanted 2 somke i woulden have done it in public la..(who so stupid 2 do it where the world can c n parents n stuff find out!), zz around!? ey u gota have a guy1st la asses, n have a place 2 do it plus my mom don even lat me out.. drink.. 4wat? wat i gona drink alone? n where la? clubs?? ey even daylight my mom don let me out u think can go out at night samo?n samo get myself drunk?i hate ppl who get wasted k!drugz?? im so anti it, it totally spoils ur brains k.. i soso anti it! never even wana try it... bte porn? r u kidding??the sound n stuff is gross plz la! ey if they wana talk shit atleast make it more realistik la.... so stupid dono how 2 lie also... dono me samo talk shit... n yall ppl who acctuli know me.. yall really stupid or smt? don cha know me better?! can belive everything u heard? if i belived everything i heard i woulden have any frenz la.. at least if u had proof can say smt.. u don dont accuse me of shit i diden do n shit i promise i wont do la...fuku all of u.. i trusted yall, n told ya the truth anything u wanted 2 know i would have jz told ya,... yall should know me better... n dont freaking bring my mama in tis k! or ill wheck the hell out of yall B*&^##!!!! freaking no life.. only god shall be my judge la.. YALL HAVE NO RIGHT 2 JUDGE ME, LOOK AT URSELF'S 1ST...im freakin piss now.. got a prob.. bring it on.. u don wana mess wit me.. fuku hsbm ppl..**most of em**
Saturday, July 28, 2007
hey! dj.jazz aint in the com d.. so nervous.. i sucked.. ish.. then me n nic went prangin cz have 2 wait 4 ppl.. mentor say can... we went i lepak.. cucuk sini sana... got love wit wings nic,cz i got bling ...muahaha.. so cool.. we did it.. haha.. then go back hear we x get go back lepak wit bri.. then go st.ann go back oni all my fren find me!! fuc la.. ppl so geram.. last time 2 hang me rotting here.. shit
watever la!! tmr me go grow.. i hope.. nights
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Aly - Potential Break Up Song lyrics
Good Charlotte - I Don't Wanna Be In Love lyrics
Good Charlotte - I Don't Wanna Be In Love lyrics
Your eyes... I'm over it.
You're smile... I'm over it.
Realized... I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over...
Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
It is my time.
Hurt at first a little bit
But now I'm so over
So over it.
I'm so over it...
well not so over cz i ter call ish! my brain jz dailed tat no.. ish!
Katharine Mcphee - Over It lyrics
Sunday, July 22, 2007
alot can happen in a week.. i had a great week.. jz when i thought we r ok. ish... lets rewind... we scared each other in a way ppl was sw3et.. then on friday the english thing.. it was fun... funny la.. but alot of ppl keep asking if ok cz we were not really talking.. i dono y ?... but it did not really bug ,me... that night kelley stayed over.. the next day dj thing was fun... kinda cool.. then got 2 go up top the feri n hehe.. i gota drive it,.... was fun.. took some pic.. then came back change n went 2 a fly thing.... chilled wit sheena, heard some behind the seence stories about her wedding.. then when i was about 2 sleep thinking wat an awsome day i had... ppl drop the bom again!!!! dam m i stupid 2 fall 4 it again.. y? spm? don make any sence.. like ish! how the hell is its supporse 2 help me in my studies? more like make it worse... i hope not! god help me.. y m i so foolish! then 2day it aint that bad... but.. itz crazy.. after droping the bom, making s if nothing happen? watz the diff... i cant go through tis again,... i should have listen 2 tutz.. ish,... every time im over the moon, ppl jz bring be down... fine la! i give up.. im sticking 2 the books.. st.annz coming up.. don wana go.. sure c ppl i don wana c.. ish! n my mom so scared of jam tat she don wana send me 2 saujana... 4 add math.. great la.. im really studing.. im so gona do well.. u think i cant... watch me!. the good thing about the bom.. promises don count! im so gona*#0&@ n when im stress la.. erm.. dono.. maybe.. ish!all good things come 2 an end.. but it sucks... fuc tis la..im jz leaving ppl alone.. jz be wit me, myself.. maybe i need space... or i could jz turn *ES@o... PLZ...EW!.... im gona be holy.. hopefully..ppl hurt ppl.but god does not...
Sunday, July 15, 2007
man, a ful weekend.. fri, i went tuition bri place,out sleep study break study break study then go kelley cake her come back sleep at 3 wake up church come back dvd then go swmming... now...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
wedding of the year..
sheena wedding was so dam nice!! sunset,becah... so nice.. lol....went on friday 2 pg... that night the ladies night al close couz n all.. went a lil crazy...luckly had eve 2 chill wil.. she's really sweet.. then on sat the wedding.. it went so nicely.. during the wedding sheena keep on winking.. haha... then after the wedding... omg my feet hurt had 2 take sheena slipper.. 2 painnfull.. i sat in the main table... was fun.. the oni thing kinda alone.. every1 coupleing.. luckly had eve 2 chil wit.. than sunday came back wit shan n sweet thing... haha...had an awsome time.. then monday.. party my place.. later when the church ppl went back.. we played gambling.. haha.. jk one la.. i gave rm1 2 eve n rm1 4 me.. sillling samo.. i ended up getting rm13 n she rm11.. haha... at 12 we cleaned up.. then yesterday nany mary wanted the**s my fly calls it** chinamen's tuts.. haha.. we got that.. nanny was happy... so sad 2 say good bye 2 her tis morning.. was diff..we said.. study hard, god is wit u mother mary is wit u.. ill always keep u in my prayers keep me in ur's..i love her.. the best nanny.. so cute... i miss her already.. anyways got loadz n loadz of work.. plus i wana go out the last time 4 kelleys present n ma made a big deal... she very moody now adays.. n i pula kena.. ish!! last day of freedom,, mz enjoy 2 the max...here's some pic.. later will put up more..
Thursday, July 05, 2007
im being a hater when every1 is being a lover... ppl really had bad timing...
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Monday, July 02, 2007
Avril Lavigne When You're Gone Lyrics
DAM cant concentrate at all... hurts dam much... n the freakin memories keep playing.. my hole month is officaly f up...n i so hate myself... so much.. run me over wit a bus plz.. tis pain will never go..maybe i jz need 2 hang out, then ill be over it.. but i never expected it...never!! tat the worst... how could i been so dumb..i should have never got into tis, if i knew it be tis painfull.... like walking around wit a knife stabbed in my heart..guess cz ppl said thecnically not, n since so easy 4 ppl, guess i never meant anything... ish.. god knows la.. god help me..take the pain away...:(
Sunday, July 01, 2007
another wonderfull way 2 start 1 july!! i so wana go back 2 mac!! im some1 who always has her gurde's up, never wanting 2 try anything, cz the fear of getting hurt,the one time i let it down, i got hurt..i should have seen it coming..real stupid..guess my frenz were right.i know itz 4 my own good but it hurtz so much,...the 1 thing i really mahalkita.. n the one thing i actualli listen 2**cz yall know i really don listen 2 yall cth:smk.n stuff... its gone...friends??i have 2 be. i don wana lose it 4ever..at least i still get 2 speak,maybe itz easy 4 ppl 2 4get everything tat gone through... but i cant... i mean it was awsome till now... n me malahkita 4 life..maybe after spm nothing will change,maybe frenz,i wont change.maybe i need time or smt.. last year i keep parying 4 some1 2be there 4 me insted of me being there 2 my frenz..n i got an angel..but y god give's jz 2 take..everytime use mahalkita itz definally not in a friend way.. we r awsome s frenz no doubt..but itz hard..cz of all the things tat gone through.. i feel so lost,... now sick.. been crying alot.. till got fever n flu.. maybe im emo... but ppl said vul 4ever... guess tat was jz a saying.. tat i was so foolish 2 belive... i mean there's like no diff now i feel la.. so wats the diffrence... y say frends? maybe does not want me mahalkita... itz 4 the best after all spm.. i keeping distance d.. tats wat i been trying 2 do..... like when study itz study... i don get it....i so need a huggi... god.. come huggi me.. i feel alone..n confused.. .. i might do smt stupid.. but like who cares???!i still feel itz smt i did..