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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

going back in history...
yesterday was an eye opener...
i never really knew my family had so much of history in this little town.
we passed places where they use to live, and i use to go there for tuition all the time.
and i never knew that they actually lived there!
i never knew BM town had alot of alleys leading to houses!
so many old houses still remain..
my grandfather's dad was a post master, a job which back then was consider great.
nanny is actually my grand dad's sister. She showed me houses she use to stay in..
And my mom showed me the house that she stayed in at 18A, the weird part is my granddad all grew up just down the street from that..

Because my grandmother,was french/British blood, all her relatives and friends kinda thought of my mom and all lower... because my grandfather was Punjabi/Indian.. he was a very dark man and my grandmother was very fair. One old pic i have of them reminds me of those old pictures, the black dude and the white chick.... Anyways because of the different race/color some people even call my mom and all natives.(swt)

thank god there aint not much discrimination now!...

I been doing nothing but cleaning up/lazying around/sms-ing....
wished DC was here.. =(
anyways all the best with the event today sayang!
wish i was there to support him, but i apparently have family duties..
But im going bored out of my mind!!
so need to go out! like asap!

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Monday, February 23, 2009

Content Warning..

i love body peircing..
i mean if i could or had the guts i would soo do a corset piercing
or if people let me i might just do an eyebrow piercing...
But ill only keep it for a few days,
i know many people say its a phase you'll pass it, but its not..
i have a thing for piercing and tattoos..
to me its a form of art.but then again it has its limits...
these are some ridiculous piercings and tattoo's i have seen..if u wana taste ink for months.. try this =)but if you wana die from ink.. this is way better...
i know someone in my class who should do this.."flasher?"
this is just freakin sick!
its called flash removal tattoo!!
this just disfiguring your face?this is just wrong man.
how does he breath or eat without pain??
this may seem like a funny bright idea..
but its just dumb after thinking it over..

Wonder how most of the above people get jobs... swt...
i still wana keep my lip piercing.. just a little longer.....
it will heal eventually?
my family is okie with it..
most of em at lease....

i know a couple of people who totally disagree...
i still wana keep it. its not that crazy compared to the above..
plus its only a little longer
and i still never tried the ring!..
can i?

**the pic's are all google art of tattoo/peircings**

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Thursday, February 19, 2009

If only we could see things from an other's eyes......
then maybe we would understand everything better....


Sunday, February 15, 2009

First of all i wana introduce the newest member to the Ignatius family!
Cloe Jane
aint she a doll!!
anyways i got myself a job... its tiring but i get paid very well =)
plus i might be having my own classes soon once i figure out the transport!
its at the montessori place.
besides working..
my family is down because my uncle and aunt from canada are down.
and my aunt and uncle from Burma are down as well..
so been having alot of family time...
the kids playing a game..
you'll be surprise the things that they say..
guess it is true,kids do say the darn-est things.. =)
Sunday, February 08, 2009

Feel like you gota understand the whole world! but no one understand you..
They complain complain,tell you stuff they hate then the next minute they do it!
sometimes i feel everyone can be a double sided agent to their own words!
When you do something wrong its like the hole world is watching and pointing fingers.
But if they do the same thing no one watches, only you notice,
only you.
what can just one person do?
Nothing, your words would lead no where ,except to more hardship or anger,
If you give them a taste of their own medicine they just hurt you more,
you cant let your feelings show, you cant let it out,
cause it would lead to more damage,
so what do you do?
keep everything in! so it keeps building,building till one day!
you cant take it anymore, but then it would be too late, you said too much.
the hurt you cause cant be undone.
on the surface you pretend to be fine,
you put on that fake smile,while deep inside you bleed/hurt.
soo much that you can actually feel it,so much till you go numb,
all you ever want, is someone who understands,
who lets the little things go,
who trust you,
who makes you happy and important,
who doesnt treat you like a complete stranger,
an invisible human being.
they try to make you go their way, they try to teach you a "lesson",
they just dont tell you any reasons,
they think in the end you would see things their way, from their eyes,
think that they will get more attention,
you try to reason,you try to understand
but in the end they just end up hurting you, pushing you away.
they just are so caught up in their own world they dont realise what they are doing,
you start to doubt, your mind is clouded,you hold on to the past be4,
that one moment you loved,that one moment you were the happiest.
the one moment you were not hurt.
words are easy to be said but not easy to be taken back,
hurt is easy to be caused but not easy to heal,
trust is easy to be broken but not easily repaired.
you lose hope..and faith..
some run,some hide, some ignore..
but the pain never goes away,
you hold on for that one reason,
at the end you realise your not the same person you use to be..
you dont even know who your are,
you changed so much, everyone wonders what happen to you?
you become a stranger to yourself
all because of something little and meaningless..
**you know who you are**
im NOT At home,moody and pissed off! do not disturbe.


Friday, February 06, 2009

self-centered - limited to or caring only about yourself and your own need
ego-centrism - defined as the incomplete differentiation of the self and the world, including other people.

management was OK.. sociology is tomorrow.. trying to study but somehow..
i cant focus, my eyes are not absorbing what i see.
everything seems so dull or pointless suddenly,
all i want to do is snuggle up in my bed back home.
play with my doggies, annoy hot mama.
guess I'm homesick.

I guess the only place one feels the most secure at would be, HOME.
A place of residence and refuge.
A place where the world does not seem so cold and no one can seem to hurt you,
A place where your comfortable with,
Where you can shout/scream/jump like a monkey and just be YOU.
Funny how from hating that place so much last time,
Its the only place i wanna be at right now...

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pink-please dont leave me..
love the video!! enjoy

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da
Do you know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is....broken
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.
Da da da da, da da da
dada da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me
Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me


Thursday, February 05, 2009

what happens when you talk to your friends when your stress with exams and they are too..

JaZz says:
wad paper u gt next?

NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
mon maths
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
woho !!!!!!!!!!
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
m failing
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
im failing man
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
im failing man
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
babe im falling for u !!!!!!!!
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
dont get shock
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
missing u =(
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
yet im falling for u
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
will u marry me?? LMAO dump---------
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
okok im mad b
Jazz says:
oi!! is smack/fuku you!! duwan!!eeeeEEEE
Jazz says:
hotmama wont aprove plus,im syko-li in love with someone alse..sorry!
i miss maniac culture!!
i been doing stupid stuff lately,then ill be so pissed with myself!
haiz..anyways management is finally over!!
tomorrow is mass com....
i hope i can study.. feel so sleepy..
got the bitchy vibe from some people in uni..
but im not the only one who thinks so..
PA guys suck, most of them freakin itchy!rude! and just have no manners at all!

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Monday, February 02, 2009

biz writing was not easy! sigh..
i did my best, hope its good enough...
its 1.15 i cant sleep....why?


Thank god my exam tomorrow is move to the 12.. cant sleep!
worried about my exams!! I'm never like this..

drowning in stress and worries..
pimples are sure to come

2009 art project. =)
plus 2008 project,babe is coming back she still has to graffiti my wall!
**u owe me babe!**

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