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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

we just celebrated my sister Melisa's birthday last Friday at bangsa,t-club.And my brother Shannon aka botak just send me his bday pic... which was also in t-club... a few months ago..so here goes
Melisa's 25Bday!
me and Melshan and premla
tha chicka's xp
me and my siblings...
Shannon's 28 Bday!!
4th july
lim and shan...
*i think his gay 2!*
erm.. some hot chicka.. she's x gay.. hehe
me and bri..
mama's boy and hot mama!botak and me
he just had to stab the cake la!family pic..**dude on the right is some cous la..**
i don't know why but i cant upload pic's to my blogger at home..
so only in uni..
anyways updates
last Friday i went to sayang's place..
then from there went to bangsa
mel's bday...
sayang came over and we went to mid valley..
met up with sayang's friend Tasha..
was fun... as usual he insisted on following me home..
was dying of boredom..
shan's gf premla talked with me then got Shannon to come pick me go his friends place..
freeloader's hehe
depavali ma.. so we went to brickfield's the fire works were AWESOME!!!!
no kidding!! shannon's car was covered with red paper! lmao..
**botak dam sakit hati!**
after that we went to shan's 2nd home..T-CLUB..
was talking crap and hanging till 3.50am
there was this chick
we named saliormoon.
she got totally wasted and puked
she was sitting next to me samo!
thank god she puked the other direction!
samo earlier she was telling us she is a few months pregnant
dumb chick...
i had 1whisky
3 or 4 Malibu!
and no..
i was not wasted.. i could still walk straight!
in heels!
got back at 4... zzzz
was gona hang with Irwin and sayang!
but then Irwin cancelled so me and sayang went to 1Utama..
was totally fun!
**will upload some pic later!**
after uni me,kalaii,B,and henry went to TS..
was fun.. hehehe
got a catwomen outfit!
hyper day in uni..
sayang was there gota hang awhile.. he came over a while all bruised up..
pity my sayang ni...
he so sweet
help me with my cupboard!
**thank u sayang.. love u cho much!!**
^missing penang!!^

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Once I get pissed off at a certain level
I stay that way the hole day…
My very bitchy side exposed..
Today was one of those days..
Im sorry..
To all the people I shouted/pissed/kutuk…
Im really sorry…
I got many faults..
And im working on it…
I hurt the people close to me,
I pissed them off,
But I don’t mean to..
I do some stuff unintentionally..
Without even thinking at times..
I even say stuff without thinking…
FYI: I do shut up now..when im pissed off
For today of, im sorry for the piss MO0D…
The imperfections of me.
Sunday, October 26, 2008

emotionally disturbed....
I'm searching for my sanity...
i dono how to explain how i feel right now..
i feel like screaming!
so many things bothering me..
and i don't get why are they!
i should not be thinking like this!
i miss home....
i need a dose of the beach...
i some how don't feel secure..
i lost my sense of security...
I'm lost in confusion/fear/thoughts/emotions.

need to go out!


Thursday, October 23, 2008

kinda how i feel right now...

ps: can some one e-mail me this song?

yahoo account! thanks!

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

some people's secrets...which are also mine......
I found this really cool site,


i find it really cool that it’s a place where they can release their secreats

with art. The book it awesome as well.
the secrest make you realize everyone has their faults and weaknesses.
no one is perfect no matter how perfect they may seem to be on the outside.

No one can ever be perfect,no matter how much they try to change.

How different they want to be
Its just them. We should not discriminate, and judge.
We all make mistakes,we all hurt, we all have our special moments.

We all have our bad side’s.. we all have our ugly sides…

Someone once told me, we should accept people as who they are,

Their good and bad side… we all are after all, HUMAN.

- the flaws and imperfection that people have -


Today was a very weird day!

In uni, everything looked so normal on the surface,

but underneath so many things were so wrong.

makes me wonder if it was ever normal? or was everybody just acting and putting up fake smiles.

Makes me wonder if I really know this people...


On the surface everything looks great but once the mist has cleared you slowly face reality.

and the truth beneath the surface is revealed.

kinda disappointed with some people.


Anyways after class on the way back we stopped at sumita's place..

she has a seriously nice place! we were all crapping to kalaii about having a threesome..

when we kept hearing pebbles being thrown at the glass

sumita :eh jazz go see whats that
**she and bri were talking to kalaii on the phone**

Jazz :eh ur fren ah?? some guy there ler.. or maybe ur roomates fren....

Jazz: omg! wei he flashing! and doing it wei!

the rest was like omg!! wtf?? ewww!? swt

then when we looked again he was gone..



This month already 2times wei!



im actually hurt by someone close to me, when you needed a friend i was there,

when you left i was still there,

even spend alot $$ calling you.

only bri and my mom knew how hard i tried to reach you.

since your back, you never called,you never talked to me..

u left me in the dark..

am i even part of your life anymore..

was even going back to bm this weekend just to see you!

helo0? do u still remember me?...

i miss u!

i waited for you call last night....

i waited so many times.. now im actually giving up!..

find me when you actually remember me...

maybe not at all..

*i doubt you'll even read this*

you know who you are...

**incase you dont, funkey donkey ring any bell's?**


fyi:im not going home!

ps:I aint superwoman, im catwoman!! but i still LOVE superman!

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Monday, October 20, 2008




First day of uni we were a few minutes late..

First tutorial class the lecture was a doink!


everything was i think qua? i not sure lo?


Dinner with hot mama n her sister in t-club

shan joined us after a while.. gota spend sometime talking with him!



woke up seriously sick

Felt a lil better in the afternoon

And since my mom was down she made me go visit her

in bangsa!

my mom's sis got me to straighten my hair..

**Christmas gift**

then sayang manage to finish his work and meet hot mama!!


Was kinda nervous but then...

it went well.. see I knew my mom would love him!! hehe

hot mama and her sis comments were,

his a real gentleman, and knows how to carry himself well..


had a family dinner! Wore the dress me sayang got me.. hehe

*will upload the pic as soon as botak send's me**


Mid-valley with the gang

**I lost my keys so made new ones**

me and sumitta decided to avoid the jam/waste money and go back early!

but then!!! the cab ripped us off!!


sobs!! so we stopped at AJ.. waited for bus..

then walk to my house from the bus stop...

in the pouring rain!!!

to top it all off.

The key didn’t work..

**and bare in mind im still sick**

Totally soaked in the rain...

after 20minutes in the rain the landlord open the gate.

which hit sumitta in the face!



went to my sayang's..



Tattooing people in uni..

sayang came to my place shocking wet!
lucky had a sweater he could use..

**but even though he was socked he still look hot!**


the gang was here also...
after lepaking awhile we went to I-thai..

**that’s when I found out someone stole my cash!**

Walked to RHB in section 14..

haiz.. Lucky my mom send me some cash for b0oks..

so I can manage... but im stuck home from now on!!

no going out!!! Only once in a while.....

after totally not listening to me and insisting to send me home!

sayang followed me to my house,

**which the gate key still did not work! And kakak was not answering the phone!**

wad do i do? climd the gate.. swt..

Seriously what’s with me and gates la? I know so many people seen me climb gates d..


but this one is dam hard!! Cause got the spike stuff on the top..

spend the hole day in bed

mel took me to the clinic and to makan..

Apparently got high on the med..

Pissed some people off online

**some chase me go sleep**

called my sayang

**talked samo crap which I don’t remember anything**

only thing I remembered about the convo was me telling him

I am eating bread and he was like go sleep!!

and something dum dum..

Then I dozed off on the phone..

**lucky he put down!**



Day of rest..

Which is what i did all day..

Had a major migraine at night..

Almost cried/knocked out cause of the pain..

*it was so bad my ears were like blocked!**

sayang me panadol!!

went to sleep around 11 woke up at 2.30..

bri was on the phone with henry..

**U mobile rox's wei!**

we played truth till 3smt 4AM. wakak...

**someone pucated!! Cant play truth or dare with us ler!!**



uni!! Went so the dam early!! ishh!!

Was ok la.. Except for sociology wei!!


he is not such an awesome lecture!

He said his trying his best and all.. Which was kinda sad la for him..

he admitting his weaknesses to the class..

Then he told us about a student that did not pay attention and failed


Then he started talking about DOTA..

totally lost wei... haiz

x meaning lecture!

bri was checking out another guy in class,

then when double was sending us back..

we found out his gay!! And wears make up!!


this is like the 4th guy she said is cute and was interested in from uni


Bri "do i have a thing for gay's???"

hahah maybe la? Hahaha

plus the vein-lala chick was

camwhoreing/viewing her own pic/pic comments!!

seriously wei!! dam the perasankes wei!!

its to the extreme!! FOR 2HOURS!! she kept on viewing herself!!

i seriously don’t get how anyone can be that self obsess wei!!

not like we liked looking at her, but she sat in front us..

and omg! we speechless wei..

how anyone can be that bay pai say!! no matter how hot or cute you look..

there is limits wei!


its looking gloomy again!

haiz kl weather!! argh!!
one min so the SUNNY and nice!!

the next!




Missing home, but then so the no energy to travel back..

Don’t know if i should go back for deepavali...

woots!! bri got a blog d..wakak!! samo me saw my name!! wakaka


oh yea.. Another note: apparently girl's don’t get high as fast as guys..

says anonymous...


me like bri's polka-dotz!BRIGITA

wo ai ni!

in the making DOUBLE!

miss sharma!christy

rachel!!**x rebaca!!**
me in the ai mood! wakak

me is catwomen!!! wakaka

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Saturday, October 18, 2008

one word...

Thats all i have to say..

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leave out all the rest


valentine's day


As some of you may know.. i
been ho0ked on grafiiti for along time, thanks to my babe janice.
Ever since i moved to kl i been seeing loadz of grafitti... more then back home.
But the graffiti that cataches my eyes are the ones at pasar seni LRT station.
They all look so pretty and my roomie, her brother and i once just stood at the LRT station and just stared at the art works, im not saying they are totally awsome but how the hell they go down there just to do the artwork makes you wonder
who done it? why go through all that trouble? how they did it?..
after reading through the newspaper's
**which is something i never did for so long!**

my questions were answered! lmao
here are the links to the star newspapers... go see for yourself..



ishh waiting so long ni!
yesterday spent like the hole day tattooing people! haha
haiz if only my mom let's me do it for real!
i really have a thing for tattooing people.....

fyi : the MALANG-NESS is back!!
someone stole rm250 from my wallet!
and i still dont know who..

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Thursday, October 16, 2008

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling


It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Went to gland tidings ain't such a bad church
Henry took me go..
after that went out with SAYANG ..totally awesome time!!
Just when I though he be late to meet me at the monorail walking in I suddenly see him!
So sweet..
someone was waiting for me, samo with a red rose!!! =)
headed to sg.wang gift shopping!! Then to lauyet so SAYANG could get a web cam!! Hehe wonder y.. wakaka
then we headed to time square, very the interesting.. hehe had a nice time exploring tha place! Wakaka… but then haiz… smokers!
Jalan till me legs hurt! SAYANG got me a seriously gorgeous dress!! Totally totally love it!!**but seriously next time dun k!**
and since someone wanted to see me in a dress, me went and change into it.. hehe
**huge smiles**
after everything we got back to me place
had fun kacau-ing him in the cab..wakak…after he left.
Reality hit!! Class starts tomorrow
the good news hotmama is down and I got me superman!!who is actually a very dead romantic prince charming! =) muakz!
Love ya SAYANG.. =)
Dead tired gona zzzzzzzz nightz!!
Oh yea,
HAPPY Bday! Melia and Adlyn!!and whoever I forgot to state! I know banyak orang tis month!!
Saturday, October 11, 2008

You make my toes curl,

you make my thoughts swirl,

you make my eyes twinkle,

you make my bed sheet wrinkel.

**hallmark card**

im at bliss!!


Thursday, October 09, 2008

superman wears boxes!!

Ja-NIC-e says:
JaZz says:
JaZz says:
superman wears boxes!
Ja-NIC-e says:
Ja-NIC-e says:
JaZz says:
no boxes!!
JaZz says:
nw one he special!


State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.The 1 person I tag are to then follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts and so, here it goes.

15 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself are :

1. i love the rain!
2. lazying in bed! especially when its cold outside!
3. independent
4. trying to stop biting me nails..
5. love swimming especially in the rain..
6.love the Beach!!
**totally a beach freak**
7. i say I'm a Manchester United fan
**but only watch the game when i can**
8. cant really co0k much
**wanna learn!**
9. dam loud and talkative when I'm with the maniac culture
10. need music to hidup!
11. love animal's! especially iguana's and doggies!
12. use to have a pet iguana**my Lil bro**
13. loves sayang!!
14. cant sit still in BM have to drive somewhere
15. not really an emo person just look it..

i tag IRWIN RAJ! wakaka
fyi: back in kl.. missing BM.. alot.. especially my friends and family..
the only thing in kl that makes me not miss home much..
is that someone.. =)
had so much fun in BM!! babe totally surprise me! she got back from India early!
went to pg with the gang on my last night! had loadz of fun at ken gay, and demi's place..
**disco ball! lol**
really had fun during my break! gota spend time and meet up with banyak me peeps!
even the ones i totally lost contact with!
love u guys!!
missing yall!!
new sem! new trails! new leaf!
time for total change!
i gota work hard! cgp so low i gota do well!
for my family but most importantly for myself...

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Amazing grace..
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers,
toils and snaresI have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace,
how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.
^in loving memory of uncle tony^

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Sunday, October 05, 2008

Couldn't really wake up today at all , but one thing got me to jump out of bed,
my mom crying and whispering in my r0om saying
"uncle tony has just passed away"

uncle tony is my mom's cousin, they been close since they were small,
when my mom worked in penang,according to aunty kas he use to be her bodyguard.
every Sunday when i sat outside he use to give me the stares..he always had on this grumpy face..
which my mom would ask him grandson Aaron show me grandpa's grumpy face and he would show this grumpy face! hahah so cute!

Anyways, every time i go to st.Ann's its a must to see him.Use to be so scared of him! and he use to bugg my soul!!
He and my mom use to fight for seat's at the back row.. cause they both didn't like the fan blowing their hair.. haha
the only pic of him i have was on his anniversary,I was the flower girl.
he was a man,where his actions speak louder than words.
my uncle had cancer,when he found out it was the final stages
when he asked the doc if he should stop smoking would that help.. the doc said no need to stop just cut down.
they gave him few months, he went paralyzed few days ago.

i remember when my mom got back he called and ask her to go see him,even aunty kas asked her to go see him, but she said she was busy.
i guess she thought there would always be tomorrow.. kinda fast how life is just grabbed from you..

anyways last night was one of my cous wedding so almost all the family is down, in away at least he got to see most of them before he went, and at least he didn't have to suffer. he couldn't breath and before the ambulance could reach he passed away.
his daugther Mel,which i blogged about before and her baby are back..
the baby seems to be doing much better now..

guess Sunday morning's and Christmas ain't gonna be the same,
no more stares from inside the church...

uncle tony will always be remembered...


Thursday, October 02, 2008

Around noon Sheena,a.lovie and i went to TOTO buy number...
k its actually my first ler, the while all happily writing the number
Sheena left my car keys on the table! and someone took the car keys which also has my house keys all attached to it!!
so have to change my hole house lock's! that is if the key is not return soon!

In evening was a very last min thing.. but went to penang to lepak...
ended up going to SS..
met up with Kelley awhile.. but had to wait long to get into moist without paying cover charge
**the manager was no where in site,jay was trying to get us in..**
so i decided to go back to SS...
the hole street was extremely crowded,totally sardine on the dance floor!
Sheena shouted to one weird Indian guy and waved her hand get away,
dude was coming to close to us...
all his friends around samo..

dei my feet hurt gila wei! people keep stepping on my heels!! and samo dancing an hour plus with heels on a crowded dance flo0r makes things worse! sakit gila!!

fyi: i was totally sober!
pandu cermat,jiwa selamat!
walking to my car saw 2 guys depan my car there.. so rushed into my car..
then the Malay guy ran into his car, then the Chinese dude was like
"I'm pee pee-ing! oh no, can u see my pee pee??"
" hi, hello"


i didn't and dun even want to see anything! eww... haha
crashed @Sheena's grandmother's house...
**will upload pic when i get em!**
today facing alot of blisters! tiredness and sleepness!!
and my mom come back!! had to clean the house!!
she got me and sheena some vietnamese traditional coustume
**i already have one tak guna**
**totally look like crap now!**
^need sleep^

quote of the day "Indian guy's drink they become worrier's!"
haha..we were all talking about club's, my mom wanted to enter an Indian
note to be taken, only enter if the table's are screwed to the floor..
*****sheena's ouday..
mine...ignore the colour!! swtness....
besides the colour and maybe patten its actually very nice!!

me and you!! =)

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