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Saturday, May 31, 2008

universiti tunku abdul rahman
the p.j campus aint so fun as the kampar one.. but the people here are very friendly...
well most of em... but there is a few pain in the arse...the worst is this bitch which luv's 2 give us bitchy looks.. and she told some1 who wanted 2 talk 2 us.. i dont want to talk to those ppl.. like we did something to her... swt
transportation is the lil prob me n my roomate brigita are facing.. the utar bus going aint the prob the going back is.. cz itz jam pack! cab home is rm3 the rapid bus is rm1 and u can reuse the ticket as much as u want all day! this hole week been going out gila...
my hsemates are not tat bad la.. heheh.. and the maid is really nice!
we went back pass the time the owner gave which was 11 cause was hanging with my brother and his fren at t-club.. was really a fun day cz right after class i n B went out wit my couz melia.. lol.. some funny shit happen.. **which i cant blog about**sigh
anyways we got back late but thank god out hsemates came and open the door.. but we werent the lates.. haha.. guess the other hsemates went clubbing...
anyways thats all i can update about nw.. m at my sis's place figuring if i should get a lap or a com! sigh... n bri is hungery! sigh

i miss home.. sigh
Saturday, May 24, 2008

sigh season1 finally over.. ntg 2 get excited about for a few months.. swt

my fav line from the show: IM CHUCK BASS....

haha guess i wont be hearing tis line 4 a while2:

Gossip Girl here, your one and only source into the scandalous lives of Manhattan's elite.


**god im an addict!**

kill me now..

tmr back 2 kl.. can i just die nw?argh!

only one thing 2 look forward to is hanging out with sheena,mel and shan next week..which im guessing shan will take us 2 T-club as usual.. swt

*and i duno where i left sheena's victoria secrate beg with all the goodies at!**

so frustrating/i wana go back 2 kl bt i wana stay here/i dun wana start studying again/but i wana start studying...

im a confused person.. swt.

im addicted 2 the song:
"The Ice Is Getting Thinner" by Death Cab For Cutie,
Wednesday, May 21, 2008

my place in kl...
some pic of the place.. the garden and the outside..
thats just a small part of the room btw.. hahah.. my side.. =P
itz really a lovely place just the walking is killing me.. sigh few more months for the car.. =)

lost in this moment.....i am ntg without you..

this words are my heart and soul.cz i bleed my heart out to u.


i came home 4 gossip girl!! lmao!

heheh.. n plus i was gona be doing ntg.. be here till sunday or sat... hehe

c i said ill be back.. haha i didnt expect 2 be back so fast though.. hahah..

the bus reached at 2.30 was watching gossip girl from 3smt till now.. which is 5.02..

i watched it twice so itz stuck in my mind!! hahah

chuck is hot! =)



Friday, May 16, 2008

my frenz..
From carving our ignations on our wrist,to obsession over lame ass guys,to fagging sessions.. sigh
I'm so gonna miss gal the most.. haha we see each other almost every day if not week.. she was the one i called crying after break ups, the one who got me hooked and made me watch GOSSIP GIRL right before add maths paper DURING SPM.. haha.. the only one i know that came to school hyper during trails cause of caffeine. lol.. who i always gossip Gila with and ALWAYS get in trouble with siti fat for talking during BM and almost every lesson.. EXCEPT SEJARAH. *puan loh scary!*who burst out LOL with when we all got caught having cake in class for Janice surprise party and had to go on stage.. haha.. oh and she is also more INDIAN then me.. haha .. and made me a poser.. wakakka.
funny thing is i hated her guts in f3.. haha.. even had a name 4 her.. hhaha
f4 cf camp wad make us talking wit div,pei theen,hui xian and denissa...actually the gossip from camp... hahahhaha.. ever since then we cant shut up... haha.. div was always giving us godly advice and kicking our asses 2 go study....lee lee laid back....chee entertaining plus pissing us off.. haha. den lil serious.. hahahha ..anyways back 2 Kelley..
even though my ex hitted on her.....crazy rumors of me being wild and a lesbian cause i hanged with her alot.. lol... i trusted her and know her well enough to say as far as best frenz go.. they dun get any better ... gonna miss ya gal!!
now the rest of my frenz hu kept me sane and insane.. haha
janice babe!,ahma*shmay*,demi,salmah,pig and mong ping... ahaha and all the other human in the convo.. im gonna miss chatting!! sigh cannot go kacau n find.. ish!
oh yea x forgetting ron ron shy shy!
gona miss yall!
swt i making as if I'm gonna die... hahahhaha..... but then itz kl... haha.. sigh x com for dunno how long! crap!! sigh.... miss yall!! sobs! call me

attack shmay's food... hahah...n the bill was cheap for 6 ppl rm150.. haha..konon "fairwell" at nandos
Monday, May 12, 2008

I been hanging wit gal alot.. haiz gona miss her! went to the beach last sunday,monkey beach..it was very nice.. haha socking in the water all day.....the monkeys were annoying though tring 2 steal out stuff in the end they stole bread..HAHA..... came back home n had so called family dinner for mothers day.. haha i celebrated a day early gave her her gift also.. haha..

Saturday, May 10, 2008



Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do.
It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
im hopefull..
bleh. i need samo GOSSIP GIRL!!
went sunway wit kelley and we were being obsess about gossip girl and everything bright.. lmao
Thursday, May 08, 2008

I thought i was having a bad week...
i mean driving up and down from the hospital,lacking of sleep and coming back to a really messy room that even i cant stand,and i don't even have the time to clean or pack up.plus dog shooters came cause we forgot to renew the license.swt
but apparently other people make me realise im not in such a bad position..
my sister got PUNCHED in the head by some mad crazy guy with BOOBS?
luckily she sustained minor injuries.. but i couldn't help lol when i heard, i mean after i knew she was alright!
my couz timmy bike got stolen AGAIN for the 3rd or 4th time.. -_-"
and he dident take his bike 2 work cz it had a flat tyre...
on the upside NS people are home n sleeping like a pig! sigh
i shall let them rest for 2day only!! wakak
tonight i shall go find gal.. need 2 relax im going insane d.

i so desperately need gossip girl!!
my addiction and cure. =)

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

my dad woke me up at 5smt n said come come so slumber..
i draged my lazy ass out of bed 2 my parents room 2 find my mom crying and x able 2 move.. she was feeling extreamly dizzy and like gona blackout...me n my dad manage to lift her 2 out tv hall then she coulden go d.. she refused 2 go down the stairs... my dad called the ambulance..4 a few moments i really tought it was 'IT'.. so i was freaking out smsing my bro n sis...i never seen the expression be4 on her face.. i seen her sick loadz n in alot of pain.. but tis was like 2 the extream.. i was seriously praying "im x ready dun take her yet"... haha.. i was so freakin scared..n even in a time like that my mom some how can manage to coordinate us...:jazz go tie the dogs ambulance coming open the gate :my dad go move the car ambulance cant come in... haha.. speed like crazy to the hospital....aunty lovie n uncle allan came...
made her rest then drive here n there do stuff ,get stuff, hang wit pig n bri a while n rush back n forth 2 the hospital...
pt bri had 2 follow me here n there... haha..
n fyi**pig driving slow! x mine!**
went back 2 the hospital at 7smt last night just got back an hour ago at 4smt.. couldent sleep there..only stayed cause my mom still cant walk to the toilet all.....but she is much better when i went back yest she already had her karipups n asking for her tweizers**oni family members would get it lol** in other words she fine.. haha... like a small kid fighting wit everyone cause she is degil like my bro always say "the old teenager".
i need zzzz or ill be a bitch..lol.. check out cleo 2 knw wad i mean.. lol
**wont be on9 much tis few days**
Sunday, May 04, 2008

random pic's
tis is janice pup.. harry! aint he cute!! his a handfull!

powerpuff girls craz! haha buttercup roxz!! =P
Friday, May 02, 2008


i been having mixed feeling's... one minute im a bliss the next im feeling down....maybe itz cause i have to leave the comfort of home and go to uni soon.. even though i have bri and the place is awesome.....but like ill be leaving home.. and i doubt ill be back here.. 4 good again.... my visits back will just be few weeks?.........i normally hate change and find it hard to adjust.. sigh
but then im like turning over a new leaf...leaving all the bad memories"which still haunts me" and moving forward...hopefully...im not worried about missing the people.. just the fact im gonna leave my comfort zone...sigh

emotional me

Thursday, May 01, 2008

u have a right to know.


=) very cool vid's