Sunday, July 22, 2007

alot can happen in a week.. i had a great week.. jz when i thought we r ok. ish... lets rewind... we scared each other in a way ppl was sw3et.. then on friday the english thing.. it was fun... funny la.. but alot of ppl keep asking if ok cz we were not really talking.. i dono y ?... but it did not really bug ,me... that night kelley stayed over.. the next day dj thing was fun... kinda cool.. then got 2 go up top the feri n hehe.. i gota drive it,.... was fun.. took some pic.. then came back change n went 2 a fly thing.... chilled wit sheena, heard some behind the seence stories about her wedding.. then when i was about 2 sleep thinking wat an awsome day i had... ppl drop the bom again!!!! dam m i stupid 2 fall 4 it again.. y? spm? don make any sence.. like ish! how the hell is its supporse 2 help me in my studies? more like make it worse... i hope not! god help me.. y m i so foolish! then 2day it aint that bad... but.. itz crazy.. after droping the bom, making s if nothing happen? watz the diff... i cant go through tis again,... i should have listen 2 tutz.. ish,... every time im over the moon, ppl jz bring be down... fine la! i give up.. im sticking 2 the books.. st.annz coming up.. don wana go.. sure c ppl i don wana c.. ish! n my mom so scared of jam tat she don wana send me 2 saujana... 4 add math.. great la.. im really studing.. im so gona do well.. u think i cant... watch me!. the good thing about the bom.. promises don count! im so gona*#0&@ n when im stress la.. erm.. dono.. maybe.. ish!all good things come 2 an end.. but it sucks... fuc tis la..im jz leaving ppl alone.. jz be wit me, myself.. maybe i need space... or i could jz turn *ES@o... PLZ...EW!.... im gona be holy.. hopefully..ppl hurt ppl.but god does not...