Not weird but just uniquely different

Saturday, August 25, 2007

herm..bz bz day.. woke up went pg.. went 2 tt in kulim fron pg .. then went k.club then go youth..
**wash ppl kaki there! weird.. then go buy stuff then jz got back... tired.. moddy... n sleepy.. n all i keep thinking is... i don wana leave it all behind. i put my hopes up jz 2 watch em fall. haiz.. love sucks... especially when it cant stop!!! fuc! haiz.. k la.. gtg.. trails.. so near.. freaky,.. haiz.. i wana play basketball suddenly.. haiz.. n the kanye west song stronger is playing in my head..madnes..i think he avoideing me,. wat i do huh? cz i tak layan he wit his gf story? weird la.. haiz.. i miss shan.mel n sheena.. loadz... i wana go back in time when all of em were down... man it was fun!! i miss fishing n hearing em argue n annoy the hell of me.. hehe... i wish i had a time mechine.. herm.. im in depress mode.. n one person can save me... if tat ppl wanted 2.. haiz.. life is full of shit so f up! ppl make things so complicated.. i know tat person has felling still/... jz so dumd 2 realise..

Monday, August 20, 2007

hey.. hehe.. been going out alot lar.. herm.. last last sat went auto wit chris then sunday went somewhere? then sat bri came over went jalan jalan cari makan.. then sunday went out wit ma.. then 2day went pg wit ma.. but then she had things 2 do so lepak wit the hot guys.. lol.. craping oni... then home.. later group study i think.. haiz.. the bz bz life... but its fun.. only... wish.. ** k i dono y i keep having this thoughts**x porn ppl!!** i wan............ y cant i 4get.,... ish.. mashi messing wit my head.. haiz.. :( i don wan anything!!!!!!! spm!!! y r u bugging me!!!! god help me be ready!!! haiz dam agin!! jz drop my phone like the 3rd time d! fish! hemp!!!!! i wana go back 2 the sick honeymoon times..... haiz.... the sickness still there.. ** k note 2 self 2 much darkorecal.. herm** k better go refresh self. be 4 get 2 lazy 2 study...

Thursday, August 16, 2007

heheh some vid wit bri lala n jam!

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

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hey.. muahha...i, amierah,n lee lee wana kill siti fat!! annoying!! i wana kill her... got 2 cadangan.. 1st lee lee said she 2 fat so we calculated.. 12nasi lemak/2+dono wat the=enough 2 throw her over the wall..then we check calculation cannot la... she 2 fat.. pain la she ppl bentang she kpc ask question ish! hard 1 samo ppl blur.. she kena me n amierah we wana kill her... lee lee said she supply the gunting , then mira said she stab her *seriously pas the gunting** lee lee said take the gunting stab her till the fat come out n then can throw her over the wal.. hahah... madness... then pn.low rocks la.. wit her crazy jokes,.... n her how 2 get a great bf tips n all.. haha... she rocks....but buta buta i kena 4 x knowing how 2 speak tamil.. kesian me..then we all ponteng class go watch the audition going on.. lepak.. then saja kpc try 2 dance wit em,... most the step from beep.. so i kpc.. hehe.... then... oni went back 4 accounts.. learn then ponteng again.. hehe... then go class get marks n cabut.. i ponteng sch went back at 1.10 insted of 1.50.... add math she x enter n ill have 2 take bus 4 nothing ponteng lar..muahaha

Saturday, August 11, 2007

LOVE! What, then, is the elusive thing called"Love" that everyone so desperatelyneeds? Sometimes, we sort of like this girl because she is beautiful? Or the girl likes him because he is handsome?But this kind of "Cinderella Syndrome"when the girl is waiting on her Prince Charming, is not real love. It isbetter known as "Infatuation" , and there is avast difference between it and reallove. Enumerated here below are the differences.Find out if you are really in love and not just infatuated.Infatuation -Infatuation is a feeling; real love involves a commitment also. Infatuationis just love of emotion. Real lovethough, is love of devotion. Only thee motions are affected in infatuation,but in real love both the Emotions andthe Will are involved. Next, a person"fall into" infatuation, but "growsinto" real love. Gentlemen, have you ever seen a girl who was so beautiful that you thought you'd faint? This is infatuation. It is based totally on physical attraction; Often you don't know much in-depth about the person you so-called love. Thus infatuation is mostly biological.Also remember, never tell a woman you love her, unless you are willing to marry her. Then, infatuation is basically selfish where real love is basically selfless. Infatuation is more interested in satisfying yourself andyour "feelings" than it is in the other person.Real love is primarily interested in the other person. It seeks to give instead of get. Love unselfishly seeks the highest good for the other person.Lastly, infatuation is weakened by time and separation where real love is strengthened by time and separation.This does not mean that there will be no pain in separation. On the contrary,there is great pain in separation if you are truly in love.Love - Now you understand what is infatuation, let us now go on to discuss about Love.
1.Love is Patient -The word translated "patient"means to wait patiently for the fulfillment of expectations. When you have difficulty dating this girl and she does not want to come out of her shell,if you truly love her, you will not complain and blame her, you must look at the situation from her point of view maybe she is having some problems which prevented her from coming out. You must react to it with patience and understanding. Have you ever met someone you liked so much that you wanted to push the relationship and make it progress faster? Sure you have! Love,however, Love is willing to give the relationship time to grow at a natural pace. It does not push but is willing to wait for the relationship to grow at arate that is satisfactory to both parties.
2.Love is Kind -Love seeks to encourage and buildup on others. It respects the feelings and emotions of others. It finds its greatest satisfaction in making others happy, i.e. Compliment one another,magnify the other's strength, Listen toone another. Pay close attention to what each of you has to say and make eachother feel that what each says is important, etc
.3.Love is not Jealous -Jealousy usually indicates an insecure and immature heart. Love wants the best for others, but jealousy is possessive. Jealous is reflected in the childish statement, "If he is going to talk to her, then he can just forget about me!" Often, one person wants tototally possess the other and torestrict her relationships with others.
4.Love is not to Brag -Love is not a windbag and is notanxious to impress. Often, a guy will brag to a girl, trying to impress her so that she will like him. A truly great person, however, does not need to exalthimself. Others will exalt him.
5.Love is not Arrogant -Love is not conceited, boastful,cocky or stuck up. Love, instead, is humble and has a servant attitude .Sometimes, a guy may come across to agirl with an "I can take you or leave you" attitude. His demeanor implies,"You ought to be thankful that somebody as neat as me is dating you". Of course this is not love.
6.Love always Covers -This word cover means to pass overin silence, to keep confidential. Loveis patient with faults of others. It doesn't criticize or broadcast to the world the faults of others. Love is present even when it knows the other is not perfect.
7.Love always Perseveres -Love always stands its ground and holds out . It will outlast anything.Itwill even love on the face of unreturned love. Real love will last through all sorts of trials, tribulations and stresses
.8.Love is not Provoked -This means that love has a longfuse. It does not become irritated andangry. It is not easily offended. Love does not seek its own. This is the heartof love. Love is other-centered notself-centered. Love says, "I love you,Iwant to give you." Selfishness says, "I love you, I want you!"
9.Love does not act Unbecomingly -This means that love does not behave disgracefully, dishonorably, orindecently. It does not embarras so thers by its actions. It is characterized bytact and sensitivity. This also meansthat love should have good manners. Besure to do little things like openingdoors for your girl or offering heryourarm when you walk together.10.Love is Forgiving -Lastly, this is a MUST for a successful love story. If a guy is not willing to forgive and forget when his girlfriend is only an hour late, he isnot exhibiting love. Love doesn't hold grudges when it has been wronged. It doesn't remain resentful

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

dam examz driving me nutz.. n i cant stop thinking of ..... n wondering if i eikl aus? herm.. but aus don bother me la.. the thing is y i keep thinking of it when itz done.. ish,,..... i need a brain wash,.. :(

Sunday, August 05, 2007

hey, bz weekend!!dj thing jit sing girl won.. then gurney wit mentor.. than ma bday.. than.. rox.. then church then study n zz.. then dinner,..now study.. btw most the time ma fighting wit me.. y is she so annoying.. paronid!! ish!! fed up.. but the good thing when we fight she don kacau me when i study,.... or bother me.. i like it tat way.. when she leaves me alone.. its so much better,.. she jz cant get me d.. maybe she getting old... all my frenz think she cool.. she is in a way.. but they don c the other side.. sometimes i tink she dertnecfles... help me la... how m i gona live wit her... when i grew up i got used 2 x cing her much.. n like then also we fight like crazy..,.. now 24/7?? herm... no offence.. but i wish she goes out all the time.. herm.. m i evil?god help me.. i jz wish she leave me alone.. n understand.. let me get hurt, let me learn myself.. let me try things.. im so confused wit my emotions..... im depress.. n cupid has really bad timing.. every1 around u know!!!!!! ish!! im a sesatkes... :(

Friday, August 03, 2007

hey had a fun day.. mom bday!! last min card look great.. then 2day woke up study on9.. cycle.. dam far... was intresting.. lol. then autocity.. again.. then now.. gona watch muv wit ma.. ish.. bz bz,.. nights

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

peterpan tak bisakah!

hatiku bimbang
namun tetap pikirkanmu
selalu, selalu dalam hatiku
ku melangkah sejauh apapun itu
selalu, kau didalam hatiku.
ku berjalan
berjalan memutar waktu
berharap temukan sisa hatimu
mengertilah
ku ingin kau begitu
mengerti, kau didalam hatiku
tak bisakah kau menungguku
hingga nanti tetap menunggu
tak bisakah kau menuntuku
menemani dalam hidupku
ku berjalan
berjalan memutar waktu
berharap temukan sisa hatimu
mengertilah
ku ingin kau begitu
mengerti, kau didalam hatiku
dara, kau menjadi hidupku
kemana, kau tahu isi hatiku
tunggu, sejenak aku disitu
jalanku, jalan menemukanmu
tak bisakah kau menungguku
hingga nanti tetap menunggu
tak bisakah kau menuntuku
menemani dalam hidupku
tak bisakah kau menungguku
hingga nanti tetap menunggu
tak bisakah kau menuntuku
menemani dalam hidupku
tak bisakah kau menungguku
hingga nanti tetap menunggu
tak bisakah kau menuntuku
menemani dalam hidupku
tak bisakah kau menungguku
hingga nanti tetap menunggu
tak bisakah kau menuntuku
menemani dalam hidupku

been playing in my head...**sick in pain** heres some pic la*bored**..

Jazz

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