sigh

im sick!

i cant wait 2 get back..

nanny went home! sobs********

i miss everyone...

sunday hopefully can hang wit gal.. then monday wit the maniac culture i hope..

i miss my gal n babe the most!

B N DEN!

then must go find phil n div!

aiyo so many ppl 2 go find..

i might just do a party at home? cz like after that results n then every1 will be going off n all..

herm..

xoxo party?

need my gal n babe 2help plan!

gosh i cant wait 2 get back!!

after that i think im going to KK.. i need 2 c sheena!

gosh i miss her loadzz!! being around nina n lena makes me miss her more!!
im around family so much n i just,miss sheena,n mel..

i wana go kl 2.. wana c anah! hopefull shan n mel come home tis weekend so i can c em!

my uncle n aunty said if i wan, n my mom agrees they can sponser me 2 come 2 orange..

n maybe get a green card.. but thats later la.. i need 2 figure everything out now.. sigh

so confusing! i need 2 choose..n i feel like im running out of time! results r coming out! aiyah!

if i stay in malaysia i will go 2 maybe sunway n do faundation in bisness.. then after tat do the kids thing.. **i know sheena will able 2 give ma a job there plus we can also do the wedding thing**

all this is 2 achive my goal in life

2 open my art gallery!

my bro's work n sisters art r awsome.. if they join wit me.. gosh..

im determin 2 get 2 that goal..

if i do come here.. i cant take an art chorse n all.. then work part time...

but then my uncle n aunty mz have a solid home 4 me 2 stay wit em..

so 4 now all i can do is wait...

sigh

then i gota make decisisons!