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Sunday, September 21, 2008

Most the time u can’t tell how or what a person is thinking what they are feeling, if they are being sincere or if they are even telling the truth.
Sometimes u just hope that they are. sometimes u just wish, u could just understand or know what the hell the person is thinking or even felling just so you could do something about it.
Sometimes u get pissed off with a person for the way they act, but the thing is do u know why they act that way. Sometimes its all cause of sometime beneath the surface.. Some people look so normal on the surface, calm and steady but under the surface they are dying/rotting but no one knows. Sometimes even the people closest won’t know a thing… sometimes they push the people close to them, or even pissed them off. Maybe its just a sign of s0mething so wrong.
Sometimes you see it coming, you know something bad is going to happen, some sit and try to ignore and avoid it. Some go to extreme measures to let it not happen or keep it from happening so that people close to then don’t know a thing or get hurt. But the thing is, if something bad is meant to happen, it would just happen.
There is nothing you can do to stop it. If things are not meant to work out it just is.. Nothing you can do to fix it.. Especially if you keep trying to fix something that is so broken over so many years..
People have to choices simple, either change or don’t change.. you cant keep holding on something that wont work, and go along with life unhappy in the inside and put on a fake smile.. how long more will you go on with the fake smile? No matter how much you love the person, all you can do is be yourself, try your best and hope .which you have.
Stop suffering and trying to keep the hurt and pain in. Stop trying to make something that cant work, work.. You tried to long. Stop trying to protect the ones you think will get hurt, because you know they won’t get hurt. They are old enough to take care of them self, all they care is your happiness, they don’t hate anyone. Don’t worry about them hating that someone. Because they
don’t, they just want you happy. You need to move on or do something.
You can go through hardships alone….sometimes friends aren’t the best people to turn to..
Sometimes all you got is your family and love ones…

You got me….

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