Sunday, February 08, 2009
Feel like you gota understand the whole world! but no one understand you..
They complain complain,tell you stuff they hate then the next minute they do it!
wtf
sometimes i feel everyone can be a double sided agent to their own words!
When you do something wrong its like the hole world is watching and pointing fingers.
But if they do the same thing no one watches, only you notice,
only you.
what can just one person do?
Nothing, your words would lead no where ,except to more hardship or anger,
If you give them a taste of their own medicine they just hurt you more,
you cant let your feelings show, you cant let it out,
cause it would lead to more damage,
so what do you do?
keep everything in! so it keeps building,building till one day!
*bom*
you cant take it anymore, but then it would be too late, you said too much.
the hurt you cause cant be undone.
on the surface you pretend to be fine,
you put on that fake smile,while deep inside you bleed/hurt.
soo much that you can actually feel it,so much till you go numb,
all you ever want, is someone who understands,
who lets the little things go,
who trust you,
who makes you happy and important,
who doesnt treat you like a complete stranger,
an invisible human being.
they try to make you go their way, they try to teach you a "lesson",
they just dont tell you any reasons,
they think in the end you would see things their way, from their eyes,
think that they will get more attention,
you try to reason,you try to understand
but in the end they just end up hurting you, pushing you away.
they just are so caught up in their own world they dont realise what they are doing,
you start to doubt, your mind is clouded,you hold on to the past be4,
that one moment you loved,that one moment you were the happiest.
the one moment you were not hurt.
words are easy to be said but not easy to be taken back,
hurt is easy to be caused but not easy to heal,
trust is easy to be broken but not easily repaired.
you lose hope..and faith..
some run,some hide, some ignore..
but the pain never goes away,
you hold on for that one reason,
at the end you realise your not the same person you use to be..
you dont even know who your are,
you changed so much, everyone wonders what happen to you?
you become a stranger to yourself
all because of something little and meaningless..
**you know who you are**
im NOT At home,moody and pissed off! do not disturbe.
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