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Tuesday, November 09, 2010


the things you say makes me wonder...

Currently addicted to Bruno mars- grenade
Nelly-over and over

Life is short,
I could die tomorrow, You could die tomorrow ,
love like you never loved before,
fight for things only worth fighting,
take a step back and breath,
notice the little things that make life so amazing,
Never take something for granted once its gone,
thats when you'll miss it the most.

weheartit

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Saturday, August 28, 2010



idk anymore.
its all over, for real,
no turning back..
no more chasing fairies that are not there,

so many thing happen in this month alone,
I dont know whats real anymore,
broken promises,
renewed flames,
testing waters,
Im just so sick of it all,

:just gonna stand there and watch me burn.

I gotta move on I cant stand around waiting,
I cant hope on something that will never happen,
I did things this month Im not proud of,
but I can only learn from my mistakes,

only exception keeps playing in my head once in a while,
It maybe nothing or maybe something,
but its just messing me up even more,

Im lucky to have all my Friends who care about me,
Langkawi trip really helped,
Those crazy nights were the best,
thank god 4 jon on the 1st night the only sane one,
it really was an awesome trip,
just being total beach bums..

it open my eyes.
now I know what I have to do.

Right now this very moment typing two years back we started,
now its ended im leaving it all in the past,

I learned that even if relationships dont really last or work out,
friendships should not be gone to waste,
once a friend a friend for life.

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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

via we <3>
I feel like a different person,
I wanna live life like everyday is my last ,
Im learning to experiment with different things,
Im trying food I use to hate,
I feel strong independent,

new loves
Dark coffee and torn jeans

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*ME ♥ *
picture to hot to put up ;)

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Monday, July 05, 2010

if i could turn back time,
i would go back to this time,

sometimes reassurance is the best thing there is,
sometimes the simplest words is all you need to hear,
i love you more everyday ♥

Im sorry for being silly ;p

currently being a nut thanks to Advertising.
to me peeps who is the emo-ing with me today,
everything will be ok.
this song goes out to ya

halo/sunshine-glee

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Thursday, July 01, 2010

R.I.P
Fluffy baby
when ever I hold one paw she would put the other on my hand.
some people would say its just a dog, get a new one.
But seriously can u find any dog that looks like this?
In this size?
with all that fur?
with teeth that needs braces?
No.
you can never replace this dog.

She was there when I didn't have anyone to turn to,
she was still there when I was hurt and could not tell anyone,
she sat next to me when I cried my heart out,
she was my pillow, a very fluffy one
I had her for 10years, Lady my other dog gave birth to her during merdeka.
Me and my cousin Sheena was there to witness it.
until today dogs giving birth is disturbing to me.
eww
anyways fluffy was the last pup to be born,
I kept her cause I accidentally threw the gate open and it hit her.
I felt so bad for that, so i kept her.
when she was younger she use to bite my brothers bike paddles,
(hence the teeth)
so my Bro hated her.
But i loved her,so did most of my friends that visited.
despite having a face that people would be afraid and run away from,
(her eye became blind when she was 5years old)
she was an angel, she never bit anyone and welcomed anyone who patted her.

She is the best dog i ever had,
even if most my family never really liked her like how i did
I loved her.
bu-bye fluffy pillow for me to hug and cry to.
I feel so bad not playing with her the last time i went down.
I was so busy trying to chill with everyone ales.

I know there aint no doggie heaven but I love you babie.
below pic her mom and her when she was a pup
the above is the latest pic of them

I know its dumb but I wish she was still at home.

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Tuesday, June 08, 2010

Be with someone who is your best friend,
someone you trust,
someone you can be yourself,
It takes two to fall in love and two to make it complicated,
people are set in their ways but people also change,
sometimes you gotta listen to both sides,
sometimes we say things we dont mean,
sometimes we need a listening ear not a judging one,
As a passerby , some situations look silly,
sometimes you would feel like slapping a person just to wake them up,
but our thoughts are irrelevant if your not in that situation,
sometimes we dont think we just feel,
we can never actually walk in each others shoes,
But we could do our best to be understanding,

forget the risk take the fall,
if its what you want, its worth it all.....

Coming soon..
I got family coming down from left,right and center,
weddings to attend and help out with
and LOADS OF ASSIGNMENTS to do ..

which scare the shit out of me.
but Im taking everything a step at a time,
I feel super inspired so imma start painting again,

Currently everything is awesome
well except im down with a cold!!
but the upside is I got breakfast in bed.
*thanks love for being there for me*


IM in love..

with...


Ian Joseph Somerhalder


Im in love with him..

HOT HOT HOT!

**drooooolls**
I have fallen for him even since LOST.
And thanks to Vampire Dairies im in love with him once again.
And I love the character he plays,
what can I say I love bad boys ;)

I still haven't decided to chop it all off or do this..


Manage me.Im a mess

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Thursday, October 15, 2009

great,
1st day back home and i am sick!
wth!
But i really had fun with my girl friends yesterday..
pity dc, lost with our girl talk..
but it was a fun night!
complete with mamak session
cant wait to do it again.
But for now, rest so i can atleast go out again so0n!
if not the trip to penang would be a lost cause.

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Monday, October 05, 2009


i want a Polaroid camera.. please!!!!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

kl has been gloomy..
sigh

if a person loves someone
they can accept the other flaws and all,
but there are some flaws which one cant take,
especially if it is endangering the other,
you know when your at the start of a relationship everything is so nice,
but when ur actually on the road those things you put up with becomes a pain,
but it actually makes the relationship stronger once you get how the other works.
not everything is meant to be smooth sailing,you cant go back in time, or go 5steps ahead,
all you have is the moment you have now to make things work out.
if one person feels that they don't feel the same how can the relationship work,
its like loving a wall that will not love you back which in turn you would feel hurt.



i did some lil red indian stuff with my class
they are sooo cute!!ofcourse i had to have the ladybug

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

so is Megan fox a transsexual....?

ill let you decide,here is a megan fox site and wikipedia.

as for me, i dont think so,
she is too hot to be a guy =)

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Friday, May 22, 2009

To:<3

10 things I hate about you poem

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.

ps: i love u
i miss the movie.
if you haven't watch it, you should.

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Thursday, March 19, 2009

Finally social psychology mid-term is over.......
but the worse is next week, MATH!!

got my little break just now ...
this is freakin awsome, i had two!
me little stress getaway.

**went to mamak and i-thai with melia and tha gang**
**sayang's eggs story is getting very famous to mamak-ians**

quote baby,
"anah mana telur saya?!"
"anah, telur saya jangan kasi pecah, saya nak pecah sendiri"
lmao!!

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I had sushi....answer still the same=i dont love it!!-the things i do for him..

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009


i got it from my mama..
blame hotmama 4 the camwhore im.. haiz

Beyonce Knowles Halo Lyrics:
Remember those walls I built?
Well, baby they are tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight,
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But, I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened,
Every rule I had, you break it
It's the risk that I'm taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby,
I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face Baby,
I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your
halo Halo, ooh ooh.....

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget,
To pull me back to the ground again

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had, you break it
It's the risk that I'm taking
I'm never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby,
I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your
halo Halo, ooh ooh.....
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your
halo Halo, ooh ooh.....
Halo, ooh ooh.....
Halo, ooh ooh, ooooh........
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby,
I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face Baby,
I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh oooh.......
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your
halo Halo, ooh oooh.......
the music vid is soo nice too..

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Thursday, January 08, 2009

before after!

I pierced my lip.. well not really lip la.. but around there....

this officially beats anything my older sibling have ever done...

I went to CM then after that sayang followed me to Kota to Pierce..

i know he didn't like the idea at all...

but he knew how much i wanted to do it.......

it has been something i always wanted to do..

after all you only live once...



sayang...

thanks for being there for me..

and even though you didn't like it..

you still stuck by me... even wanted to come with me when i did it..

just to see me happy..

thank you sayang.. it means allot to me..

and I'm sticking to the deal k..


to HOTMAMA and the fly...


DUN KILL ME!!

ITS ONLY A MONTH OR LESS....

its just cause I'm itchy.. will take it out when i get bored of it.....


after piercing helped sayang at church.. help him take down the Christmas deco...

i sooo love the new wing of the church..sooo pretty!


and

still cant decide!!

stay in KL or go IPOH?

sigh..

ko-ing now..

xoxo


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Wednesday, January 07, 2009

There is sooo many things i wana blog about... when i can im too tired to think..
or i cant think about anything...
will just upload the pic's when i get em..
after all...
picture's speaks louder than words...
but 2009 seems to be great so far...
i been missing the old times..
missing crapping with the crazyies online till late night...
i missing bugging everyones soul..
skipping class and walking to all their classes..
shouting from one end to another...
and just totally crapping!! about crap!
omg! i finished school a year ago!
i sudenlly feel old!!
swt...
i think everyone has a bad side but once they notice it, with help and willingness...
people change... no one is perfect... but we can always be the best we can...


today is the start of something scary but at the same time awsome...
love is about FAITH,HOPE and TRUST... =)
without any one of this.. things would not work out....
only time will tell..

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Emotional day....

After the storm, u find hope in the rainbow =)

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Monday, November 03, 2008

i'm happy to be in love with my best friend...

hehe

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

kinda how i feel right now...

ps: can some one e-mail me this song?

yahoo account! thanks!

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Saturday, October 11, 2008


You make my toes curl,

you make my thoughts swirl,

you make my eyes twinkle,

you make my bed sheet wrinkel.

**hallmark card**

im at bliss!!


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Jazz

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