Sunday, January 09, 2011
I'm mended...
not by someone,but by a bunch of people that helped me
I Feel like I was sleeping for the whole 2010year and I'm awake again.
so u better watch out (RAWWRR)

The best new years

Thank you for accepting me for who I am.
flaws and all ♥

Labels: lalala
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
I moved out of PJ on the 16December 2010!
It was the hardest thing I had to do..
thank god I had amazing friends and family that helped me...
like sheena,siraj, melisa and aaron..
currently living with sheena till I get me own place..
Im so dam broke this month!!
completely forgot what its like living with someone..
PJLA please give me a job in Jan, I really need cash..
=.=
My Bday is tomorrow, Christmas is just a couple days away,
im not even in the mood for anything..
I miss penang..
*anyone wiling to pay my maxis bill for me? as a bday or Christmas gift?*
=p
Labels: lalala
Thursday, September 16, 2010
I ♥ Megan!
we have similar taste ;p

-need a cam-
-need to find a new crib!-
-need to start being more independent-
-need to start working-
-need to start painting again-
-need my BB to be fixed asap!-
-need to go shopping-
-needs a holiday! badly..
-learn to play my bass!-
-need to work on myself-
-need to go botak-
-need to pierce again-
-NEEDS TO FIND OUT WHAT IMMA WEAR FOR MY
BROTHER'S WEDDING-
happening NEXT WEEK! and I cant help with anything cause I have exams.
And I might be dateless? =(
papers still going on and all I want to do is PAINT!
so badly!
so many distraction.. sigh...
This week everyone is being strong and staking a stand...
Its time I should too,
watching them gives me strength,
Thank you, you for being there ;)
I found out something about myself,
according to people, IM a FLIRT,
But people close to me know that Im like that 24/7
According to JonJon IM a Guy,
seriously, I have no clue
fml.
Labels: lalala
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Be with someone who is your best friend,
someone you trust,
someone you can be yourself,
It takes two to fall in love and two to make it complicated,
people are set in their ways but people also change,
sometimes you gotta listen to both sides,
sometimes we say things we dont mean,
sometimes we need a listening ear not a judging one,
As a passerby , some situations look silly,
sometimes you would feel like slapping a person just to wake them up,
but our thoughts are irrelevant if your not in that situation,
sometimes we dont think we just feel,
we can never actually walk in each others shoes,
But we could do our best to be understanding,
forget the risk take the fall,
if its what you want, its worth it all.....
Coming soon..
I got family coming down from left,right and center,
weddings to attend and help out with
and LOADS OF ASSIGNMENTS to do ..
which scare the shit out of me.
but Im taking everything a step at a time,
I feel super inspired so imma start painting again,
Currently everything is awesome
well except im down with a cold!!
but the upside is I got breakfast in bed.
*thanks love for being there for me*
IM in love..
with...

Ian Joseph Somerhalder
Im in love with him..
HOT HOT HOT!
**drooooolls**
I have fallen for him even since LOST.
And thanks to Vampire Dairies im in love with him once again.
And I love the character he plays,
what can I say I love bad boys ;)
I still haven't decided to chop it all off or do this..

Manage me.Im a mess
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Its been a crazy week,
- I been chilling out with some old kawan's (the mamk gang.)
- learning to avoid Bitches
- Alot of shits been happening..
- my 1st sem is ending..
- my mom called singing IMMA BE IMMA IMMA BE...
- my mom called to say she was playing in the rain
- Im reconnecting with myself again,
- I feel sad like a piece of me is missing
- Im drawing again
- Im broke$$
- Im into colors!
- Im waiting for something exciting to happen
- Im setting goals for myself
- I miss penang
- Im loving and hating LIFE.
- I miss Church
- I finally went to Segi collage
- I found a cool chill out spot.
- ♥ all the people i been chilling with
- Drinking teh tarik too much
- NEEDS TO STUDY!
- Thinking about trying something different
- might get a lip piercing again.
- Needs $$
- I got a make over
- Im into Paramore/Linkin park/red jump suit apparatus again
I might start selling my paintings again.. anyways here a sketch.
And no its not me!
camwhore*



me <3

more update soon**
MUAKS!**
Saturday, February 13, 2010
I suddenly miss the Addams family.
I wonder if i could get the dvd.
I surprise myself that i could even remember the names.
sexly weird Morticia..I still think her character is hot.
I wonder if i could get the dvd.
I surprise myself that i could even remember the names.
sexly weird Morticia..I still think her character is hot.
Happy Chinese New Year
year of the tiger.
RRRROOOOAAARRRRRR
will be in kl for CNY.
=)
ANG PAU NA LAI!
I knew how to write that in mandarin
but after mandarin class i forgot.
=_="
Labels: lalala
Monday, February 01, 2010
I had a bimbo moment
I never knew Malaysia does not produce grapes!
hence they do not produce wine too,
how come i was not informed on this important fact.
especially since grapes are my fav fruits!?
I knew i should have paid more attention in my geographic class.
hence they do not produce wine too,
how come i was not informed on this important fact.
especially since grapes are my fav fruits!?
I knew i should have paid more attention in my geographic class.
Today in class i found my twin,
a little more hyper than me,
The things you find in uni...
I LOVE VAMPIRE DIARIES!
BEST SHOW EVER♥
the cast is extremely delicious =)
a little more hyper than me,
The things you find in uni...
I LOVE VAMPIRE DIARIES! BEST SHOW EVER♥
the cast is extremely delicious =)
Labels: lalala
Thursday, January 28, 2010
my moms post is soo true..
On the need to get list..
-big square books
*mandrin class*
-lingire
-speakers
* RM30 only*
-Microsoft cd
-good anti virus!
-facial stuff from body shop
*must get every once a year*
-notes from sayang and jon jon
- bikini
*cause mine already gonna koyak! and i wanna swim soon!*
lastly
groceries!!
And if i have any balance
contacts!!
Desperate will do anything for cash
wait
not anything la..
but almost anything!
Labels: lalala
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Remember a while ago there was this buliding that runtuh in PJ.
i passes by it yesterday and i never notices how bad it was until yesterday
i passes by it yesterday and i never notices how bad it was until yesterday

the tractors are actually on the top floor car park when the building runtuh.
irreee looking at it
I been sick for almost a week already.
argghhhh!!
i hate feeling shitty especially for so long!
by the end of this week im sure to lose my voice.
*sigh*
1week and we already have assignments,
plus i dont even have a group yet for one assignment.
i gotta a feeling im gona be complaining alot this sem.
The only thing im happy about now is that
sayang's coming over in a while.
cant wait to see him ♥
i have some really weird, really normal and really HOT lecture's this year.
*winks*
Been chilling alot with melia lately,
so hating Utar system,
when i was in P
E the people i know in PC,
now im in PC the people in know in PD.
=_="
*winks*
Been chilling alot with melia lately,
so hating Utar system,
when i was in P
E the people i know in PC,
now im in PC the people in know in PD.
=_="
Anyways the under construction thing in PC is really nice!
they totally change the reading room,
i keep wondering which part of the room i was in,
plus the pictures and art stuff were WOW!
Best GD show case from the rest i been to.

i took really bad pic, the nice ones were blur.
it actually looks nicer
i keep wondering which part of the room i was in,
plus the pictures and art stuff were WOW!
Best GD show case from the rest i been to.


i took really bad pic, the nice ones were blur.it actually looks nicer
I been sick for almost a week already.
argghhhh!!
i hate feeling shitty especially for so long!
by the end of this week im sure to lose my voice.
*sigh*
1week and we already have assignments,
plus i dont even have a group yet for one assignment.
i gotta a feeling im gona be complaining alot this sem.
The only thing im happy about now is that
sayang's coming over in a while.
cant wait to see him ♥
Labels: lalala
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
im so loving where im now....
all the windows are open fresh air all over! =)
And the view from my bedroom, the hutan.
all the windows are open fresh air all over! =)
And the view from my bedroom, the hutan.

the view outsidethe only bad side is that we gotta watch out for monkeys.
they have stolen megi mee and eggs before.
In case your wondering im still in KL.
stuck here.
And i will be celebrating new years with sayang in KL.
****************************************
The other day while web-caming with Irwin.
We were checking out each others new and old passport photo's
both our new and old passport looks so cacat.
But i notice that my old passport was almost full of chops.
My new passport only has 3 chops and a visa for the states.
so pathetic!
Hence my new years resolution:
more traveling!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009
stuck at a crossroad.
big decisions so little time!!
big decisions so little time!!
-cant update my pictures cause my notebook is on a holiday-
Labels: lalala
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
omg this is so cheesy! via we<3it.comLabels: lalala
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Im too lazy to update about Halloween and the past week....
blah!
Speaking of lazy. i had the most nicest/laziest weekend ever...
just lazying/sleeping all day...
the joy =)
except for this little trouble maker hoping all over the place,
maya.
at sheena's its kaizer, at dc its maya....
the only time its safe to put your feet down
is when she is sleeping..
dc and jazz,
or should i say just me,was so bored i decided to make us single,
for a week, the funniest things people say when they think you have broken up.
surprise, surprise..
my bro went and visited my baby bro, spike is all grown up...
his so big! i cant believe its him!!
**tears in my eyes**
happily reunited, sadly without me.. ish
PS: i took this pic from my bro FB =p
This is soo annoying!
DONT CHA THINK..
I stay near klcc so i been going there often and every time i walk into KLCC
Im so dam tempted to walk into Jimmy coo, the shoes look soo ***drool***
but no one has the dam guts to follow me! sad right..
one day i shall pakai some old shirt and shorts enter that place
and get the dam shoe.
show they never judge a book by its cover,
rude people who think they own the dam shop,
when pada hal they just work there,
meaning, they work for us but make as if they better than us..
**they should get fired and work at some hong num**
Speaking of lazy. i had the most nicest/laziest weekend ever...
just lazying/sleeping all day...
the joy =)
except for this little trouble maker hoping all over the place,
maya.
at sheena's its kaizer, at dc its maya....
the only time its safe to put your feet down
is when she is sleeping..
dc and jazz,
or should i say just me,was so bored i decided to make us single,
for a week, the funniest things people say when they think you have broken up.
surprise, surprise..
my bro went and visited my baby bro, spike is all grown up...
his so big! i cant believe its him!!
**tears in my eyes**
happily reunited, sadly without me.. ishPS: i took this pic from my bro FB =p
This is soo annoying!
DONT CHA THINK..
I stay near klcc so i been going there often and every time i walk into KLCC
Im so dam tempted to walk into Jimmy coo, the shoes look soo ***drool***
but no one has the dam guts to follow me! sad right..
one day i shall pakai some old shirt and shorts enter that place
and get the dam shoe.
show they never judge a book by its cover,
rude people who think they own the dam shop,
when pada hal they just work there,
meaning, they work for us but make as if they better than us..
**they should get fired and work at some hong num**
Labels: lalala, the syko family
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
my hair is now dark brown ;)
no more red-ish blond!
Last sunday i went to dc Church
gota meet up with tasha and lisa <3>
gota meet up with tasha and lisa <3>
she is such a cutie!
Labels: lalala, updates, video
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
sun shinning just right,
water in the pool just cold enough,
awesome!
=)
water in the pool just cold enough,
awesome!
=)
Labels: lalala
Monday, October 05, 2009
Facts you didn’t know
- I still call my siblings aka and anah without realizing
- I use to want to be a vampire
- I dress up funky with only certain people
- I don’t go clubbing without hot mama or a sibling knowing*cause im jz paranoid*
- I don’t get sick of seeing my bf almost everyday,but if it were someone alse i would.
- Even if I think a guy is hot! not flirt or date them,
- I only date guys i know from their personality is awesome,
- I’m not a racist, have u seen my family?
- I think my family is the most amazing people on earth!!!
- the only ppl that know the real me is my siblings,dc*syng and Sheena
- I traveled to 6countries some more than 5times.
- I feel irritated if im home all day,
- I cry easy when a movie has a dam dam dam emo part*not Hindi movies fyi*
- i have an obsession with dresses.
homer Simpson
* found if on goggle*
* found if on goggle*
thats all you need to know for now <3
ps: i was just asking the other day, siapa makan cabai dia terasa.
Labels: lalala, peircings/tattoos
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
if a person loves someone
they can accept the other flaws and all,
they can accept the other flaws and all,
but there are some flaws which one cant take,
especially if it is endangering the other,
you know when your at the start of a relationship everything is so nice,
but when ur actually on the road those things you put up with becomes a pain,
but it actually makes the relationship stronger once you get how the other works.
not everything is meant to be smooth sailing,you cant go back in time, or go 5steps ahead,
all you have is the moment you have now to make things work out.
if one person feels that they don't feel the same how can the relationship work,
its like loving a wall that will not love you back which in turn you would feel hurt.
i did some lil red indian stuff with my class
they are sooo cute!!
ofcourse i had to have the ladybug
especially if it is endangering the other,
you know when your at the start of a relationship everything is so nice,
but when ur actually on the road those things you put up with becomes a pain,
but it actually makes the relationship stronger once you get how the other works.
not everything is meant to be smooth sailing,you cant go back in time, or go 5steps ahead,
all you have is the moment you have now to make things work out.
if one person feels that they don't feel the same how can the relationship work,
its like loving a wall that will not love you back which in turn you would feel hurt.
i did some lil red indian stuff with my class
they are sooo cute!!

ofcourse i had to have the ladybugMonday, September 21, 2009
my weekend getaway...
so nice to finally not doing anything and just relax!me and mel have been having a gossip girl marathon.
and we got to watch the ugly truth,
funny thing is i got a shirt with that logo even be four the show came out!
i gota say the show was LMAO funny!

i cant remember when was the last time i had this..
but it sure does makes me feel like a kid again..
but it sure does makes me feel like a kid again..

releasing the inner kid ;)
Labels: lalala
Saturday, September 19, 2009
The best ice-cream on planet EARTH!!!
FERRAO ROCHE+CHOCOLATE
from the best of the best,Italian ice cream
FERRAO ROCHE+CHOCOLATE
from the best of the best,Italian ice cream
little treat here and there don't hurt anyone..especially if it means shoes ;)
so loving the swim wear in "bitch beach"in one utama..
killer hot.
one last thing to get and i shall quit shopping
atleast for a few months
or thing i see something too irresistible.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
finally i can say its over!
its Hari Raya and i so wanna balik kampung..
btw i just realized i never tried lemang before,
come to think of it, i haven't tried many Malay food,
guess there's always a 1st!
im having the green eye monster,
my brother just went to London and is now in Paris,
my sister is going Australia next month,
im going.... to bukit jalir to work....
sigh,
give me a chance ill do LA all over again...
but i been told before, my own backyard i never really seen,
and i wanna go see other people's backyard.
places i have to visit by the end of 2009!
-genting-
* ya i know how could i not have been there*
-look out point-
-sunway lagoon-
*big shocker i know*
-mines-
-redang-
-if i could i wanna visit langkawi again
*at least i been there before*
i miss the beach!
='(
My current home now is @sayang's
or sheena's..
PJ is a place i store my clothes...
but now they are all over the place,
from penang to setapak to ampang.
i have a feeling its gonna drive me insane soon...
ps: that ass of a dumb guy who sat and didn't do anything, looks like finally your at lost of words. fyi:my fly rules bitches!
karma's gonna bite you watch out.
-genting-
* ya i know how could i not have been there*
-look out point-
-sunway lagoon-
*big shocker i know*
-mines-
-redang-
-if i could i wanna visit langkawi again
*at least i been there before*
i miss the beach!='(
My current home now is @sayang's
or sheena's..
PJ is a place i store my clothes...
but now they are all over the place,
from penang to setapak to ampang.
i have a feeling its gonna drive me insane soon...
ps: that ass of a dumb guy who sat and didn't do anything, looks like finally your at lost of words. fyi:my fly rules bitches!
karma's gonna bite you watch out.





















