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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

in loving memory...

my amachi's last sister that was alive has now gone.

. from this way--->sitting down..

thats my grandmother and next to her is the one that just passed away..

standing tis way-->
amachi' meggi(my fav one but she passed away couple of years back)

the next two sisters then amachi...

(even though she is my grandmother's sister i take her as my real grandmother cause she took care of me since i was born, and i never gota spend time with my real grandmother.)

so right now amachi(my grandmother ) is the last one left...

my dad's side almost /at least one relative passing away each year which is scary..

another depressing thing....

bubye piercing its almost one month... plus i had a prob with the piercing and a piece went missing and it was such a hassle to take it out when i eat... plus some people found it annoying...

sobs.. i really liked it.. even though it was pain full sometimes..sigh..

At least it was a unique place to Peirce plus anyone follow would just be the 2nd!plus copycat.. wakak.. ~~being bitchy~~

i have no idea how! but my black ghost knife fish and the guppy died ='( my Christmas gift from sayang) they died immediately after i changed the water.. the very min i put knife-fi in he died...sobs,sobs...

plus i have a bad headache/flu from last night.. haiz..

depression mode.

Labels: emotions, peircings/tattoos, the syko family

i got it from my mama..

blame hotmama 4 the camwhore im.. haiz

Beyonce Knowles Halo Lyrics:

Remember those walls I built?

Well, baby they are tumbling down

And they didn't even put up a fight,

They didn't even make a sound

I found a way to let you in

But, I never really had a doubt

Standing in the light of your halo

I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened,

Every rule I had, you break it

It's the risk that I'm taking

I ain't never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby,

I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face Baby,

I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

I can feel your halo

I can see your

halo Halo, ooh ooh.....

Hit me like a ray of sun

Burning through my darkest night

You're the only one that I want

Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again

But this don't even feel like falling

Gravity can't forget,

To pull me back to the ground again

It's like I've been awakened

Every rule I had, you break it

It's the risk that I'm taking

I'm never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby,

I can feel your halo

I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

I can feel your halo

I can see your

halo Halo, ooh ooh.....

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

I can feel your halo

I can see your

halo Halo, ooh ooh.....

Halo, ooh ooh.....

Halo, ooh ooh, ooooh........

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby,

I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face Baby,

I can feel your halo

I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

Halo, ooh oooh.......

I can feel your halo

I can see your halo

I can feel your halo

I can see your

halo Halo, ooh oooh.......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=70AgyIEnBRE

the music vid is soo nice too..

Labels: camwore, love, songs

Sunday, January 25, 2009

PENANG!

fortune cookies!!

got back on Wednesday....been shopping a lot.. so need to cut down!

i dunno why but I'm sooo into killer heels!!

haiz

my dad still has no idea about the piercing...

wtt right..

**actually secretly i love the piercing and hope i cant like not take it out!**

but i will sayang/FAMILY.

anyways got to chill with gal a while..

went Soho a while with my family..

even my g.ma!!

lmao..

the old teenager.

hot mama

sobs,sobs.missing penang peeps but all also busy with CNY.

plus I'm worried about sayang.. his sick! still.. =(

its not normal to puke blood OK!!

having another family dinner tonight... so much for studying all day.

but i shall not complain much cause i haven't had good food like this in ages!!

me new shades and Roxy beg.. wakaka!

shoperholic addict!

help!!!

Labels: crazyness, the syko family

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

On the ride home i was feeling sick.. but cotton candy seem to have made me feel better..

still sick.. but better!

thank god and man-kind for cotton candy!

my new addiction..

Jessica Ann.. death by cotton candy!

Even though i don't believe this crap.. sometimes it does seem to be true..

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One

Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Never a duLL moment week..

camwhore from the front to the back. hehe

why have i not been online lately?

why have i been so busy?

causing im busy having a life..

On Wednesday me and baby**daniel chan swee tuck** went to klcc =)

after me rushing around trying to get my lecture notes sorted out.

*phew*

bed time stories,the movie was not so great la.. except for buggies!!!

soo cute!!

Got back i had to rearrange my room.. again..
yesterday went to to PC

*non utar ppl, its the other faculty cause the foundation in arts and the IT people all are stuck one corner of the world.. *

was lepaking at mamak!

missed mamak sessions wei, then later was lepaking at jaya one..

then hellen, sayang's friend wanted to go KDU to meet up with her friend a while..

so.. everyone ikut.. hehe two cars to KDU...

reason? they had a long break and all ikut jer..

KDU KL soo the much better than the one in Penang la!

swt

people in KDU penang transfer to KL la..

but the thing is they only got one broadcast lab??!

anyways the food is awesome

**especially the chicken chop! at only RM7?! **

plus! they have MTV in the cafeteria!

not fair wei....

the min balik UTAR .. felt so depress wei.....

**HOTMAMA SEND ME KDU kl FOR DEGREE??*

please?

baby sick. looks like a red tomato.. hehe

so pity..

see sick also my baby smiles.. xp

pucat like edward from twlight.. hehe

pink panther says his mom..

hopping its not something bad... so want him to get ell soon..

so i an have the less grumpy, hyper and excitedkes sayang back =)

"spending time with him now"

his sleeping like a pig..

swt

Finally i can rest! got my marks sorted with the lectures, got the exam slip, sold half the books...

allot of running around!

my room looks soo the nice now! woots!

plus thanks to shan i got clean bed sheets!!! hehe

going back next week with shan going to be there a few days..

knowing me well i may not study much there..

in penang I GOTTA GET SOME STUFF for my room/food too..

so will go back a while only after the one week of exams gonna have to balik!

then only will i party like shit!

in the mean time I'm going to study my ass off and help sheena with her school..

at KLcc..
yea, we got tattoo's!!!! finally!!
and no it didn't hurt like a bitch..

Labels: peircings/tattoos, updates

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

the lamest vid ever.. i seriously pity her
i actually feel sorry for her..she look like a wana be slut/ rock and roll star....

warning extremly bitchy... dont bother asking why.

~~and its not PMS!~~

Labels: emotions, songs

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

some pikies.. hehe

the futsal gang allot missing though..

last sat be4 staying at Sheena's, i went futsal!!with sayang and his friends from church.. =)

**opposite Sheena's place only.. swt**

this is doe.. lmao....
even though we are at uni... does not mean we act like uni ppl...we all got excited about tis.. hehe... and it feels wet! eeeeee... it feels horrible when someone throws it at you and u catch it with your hands,thanks vetha

**eyes rolling**...

yesterday.. sometime when i leave my place in the morning its like this! no kidding.. plus the street lights go off at times.. haiz...

today i was lucky though!!it was bright!! but i could still see the moon!!

Labels: updates

Sunday, January 11, 2009

FRUS- FREAKIN-TRATED!

Everything i do seems to be a mistake to someone, everything i do seems to be a disappointment to someone.

for once can i just be the one not the disappointment?

giving up with the world..

mistake-maker my middle name.

i miss home, the beach and my friends..

if i have been dissing y'all lately I'm really sorry...

Had fun chilling at sheena's place yesterday...

Labels: emotions

Thursday, January 08, 2009

before

after!

I pierced my lip.. well not really lip la.. but around there....

this officially beats anything my older sibling have ever done...

I went to CM then after that sayang followed me to Kota to Pierce..

i know he didn't like the idea at all...

but he knew how much i wanted to do it.......

it has been something i always wanted to do..

after all you only live once...

sayang...

thanks for being there for me..

and even though you didn't like it..

you still stuck by me... even wanted to come with me when i did it..

just to see me happy..

thank you sayang.. it means allot to me..

and I'm sticking to the deal k..

to HOTMAMA and the fly...

DUN KILL ME!!

ITS ONLY A MONTH OR LESS....

its just cause I'm itchy.. will take it out when i get bored of it.....

after piercing helped sayang at church.. help him take down the Christmas deco...

i sooo love the new wing of the church..sooo pretty!

and

still cant decide!!

stay in KL or go IPOH?

sigh..

ko-ing now..

xoxo

Labels: crazyness, lalala, love, peircings/tattoos

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

There is sooo many things i wana blog about... when i can im too tired to think..

or i cant think about anything...

will just upload the pic's when i get em..

after all...

picture's speaks louder than words...

but 2009 seems to be great so far...

i been missing the old times..

missing crapping with the crazyies online till late night...

i missing bugging everyones soul..

skipping class and walking to all their classes..

shouting from one end to another...

and just totally crapping!! about crap!

omg! i finished school a year ago!

i sudenlly feel old!!

swt...

i think everyone has a bad side but once they notice it, with help and willingness...

people change... no one is perfect... but we can always be the best we can...

today is the start of something scary but at the same time awsome...

love is about FAITH,HOPE and TRUST... =)

without any one of this.. things would not work out....

only time will tell..

Labels: emotions, friends, love, New years

Jazz

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