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Thursday, July 09, 2009

MORAL IS F*#KING SCREWED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously.

ironic isn't it.

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Monday, July 06, 2009


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNON!
4TH JULY,
=)

SATURDAY- had loads of fun with janice and demmi,
wad chilling at gurney,
miss the syko ppl!
but not the same without the whole gang there,
sigh,
after gurney me and babe hit tha beach,
watching the lighting was freaking awesome!
*yea i know its bad for the eyes*
couldn't get any pic of it! ish.
anyways was nice catching up with babe,
(babe i made up my mind for real)
this is the best i could get of the lightning. swt

got back to kl, on sunday noon,
sayang and his mom picked me up,
headed over to their house,
shan's bday dinner plans were post-pond,
i was so dead tired!! and mel was not well,
oh well, next week =)
crashed at his house,
so drained out.

i have an assignment due this thursday
and i have no idea how to do it well enough,

best part im the dam group leader!!
shit-ness!!
and i have a mid-term this wed,
at least im partly ready for it,
busy week!!

crazy sale going on,
kinda frustrating trying not to get anything!
kinda broke,
plus im saving my $$ for something ales!
haiz.

cant freakin wait to work! and earn some$$ and get what i need!

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

Desperate hunger.

open the fridge- sausages, tomato/chilly sos, can drinks left by someone and a bottle of cheese spread.
close the fridge wishing i had a loaf bread.

so i decided to cook 2 sausages, after cooking looking at em, it didn't look filling.
so i dumped a hold load of cheese spread on the sausages.
the end result, gross looking sausages but awesome taste.
then again everything taste good when your hungry!

sigh

miss home...
exams on Saturday, i have no idea what to study anymore!
and worse part of all,
i'm freakin sick!
haiz...

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Thursday, March 19, 2009

Finally social psychology mid-term is over.......
but the worse is next week, MATH!!

got my little break just now ...
this is freakin awsome, i had two!
me little stress getaway.

**went to mamak and i-thai with melia and tha gang**
**sayang's eggs story is getting very famous to mamak-ians**

quote baby,
"anah mana telur saya?!"
"anah, telur saya jangan kasi pecah, saya nak pecah sendiri"
lmao!!

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Tuesday, March 03, 2009

First math tutorial lesson..
i have only one thing to say...
the lecture, is a B-I-T-C-H.
I think all TB2 students can agree with me.
no other word can categorize her.
sigh.

After class helen gave me and sayang a ride to 1U.
What do i get?
ADD Maths book.

god save me.
hating it then, hating now.
sobs.

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Friday, February 06, 2009

self-centered - limited to or caring only about yourself and your own need
ego-centrism - defined as the incomplete differentiation of the self and the world, including other people.


management was OK.. sociology is tomorrow.. trying to study but somehow..
i cant focus, my eyes are not absorbing what i see.
everything seems so dull or pointless suddenly,
all i want to do is snuggle up in my bed back home.
play with my doggies, annoy hot mama.
guess I'm homesick.

I guess the only place one feels the most secure at would be, HOME.
A place of residence and refuge.
A place where the world does not seem so cold and no one can seem to hurt you,
A place where your comfortable with,
Where you can shout/scream/jump like a monkey and just be YOU.
Funny how from hating that place so much last time,
Its the only place i wanna be at right now...
HOME!

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Thursday, February 05, 2009

what happens when you talk to your friends when your stress with exams and they are too..

JaZz says:
wad paper u gt next?

NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
bio
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
mon maths
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
woho !!!!!!!!!!
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
m failing
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
im failing man
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
im failing man
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
lol'
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
babe im falling for u !!!!!!!!
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
lol
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
oi
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
dont get shock
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
missing u =(
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
yet im falling for u
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
will u marry me?? LMAO dump---------
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
wakakaka
NIC a.k.a. DingDong says:
okok im mad b
Jazz says:
oi!! is smack/fuku you!! duwan!!eeeeEEEE
Jazz says:
hotmama wont aprove plus,im syko-li in love with someone alse..sorry!
sigh
i miss maniac culture!!
i been doing stupid stuff lately,then ill be so pissed with myself!
haiz..anyways management is finally over!!
tomorrow is mass com....
i hope i can study.. feel so sleepy..
got the bitchy vibe from some people in uni..
but im not the only one who thinks so..
PA guys suck, most of them freakin itchy!rude! and just have no manners at all!

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Monday, February 02, 2009

biz writing was not easy! sigh..
i did my best, hope its good enough...
its 1.15 i cant sleep....why?


*BANG! BO0M! BANG!**
FIRECRACKERS..

Thank god my exam tomorrow is move to the 12.. cant sleep!
worried about my exams!! I'm never like this..

drowning in stress and worries..
pimples are sure to come

2009 art project. =)
plus 2008 project,babe is coming back she still has to graffiti my wall!
**u owe me babe!**

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Friday, December 12, 2008

BACK HOME..
sigh...
im super sick.. got loads of assignments..
plus i have to do so many stuff.. i cant even keep track!
the major reason why im back was to do my ATM card..
i doubt ill meet up with anyone..
all is rush rush...
sigh..
my sociology assignment is so dam the hard..
sobs!!
i seriously hope i dont get barred!
i went to get a MC but it was closed! haiz!
cant miss anymore classes!!
i dont know why but im totally hooked with one of the songs by paramore! from the movie twlight!
me so likes the show!! the guy!! so the cute!!!
hehehehehe

enjoy!


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Friday, September 12, 2008


Had an awesome,awsome time with sayang on Thursday!! =)
hehe

was fun studying! xp
then i went to MacD AGAIN...
we have been here like everyday wei..
im getting sick of MacD..
we the MacD FREAKS!! xp

the gang all got a cake for kalaii her Bday!

n the gift?
CONDOM...
be safe,play safe
**sasi posing with it**

wakaka
they said i was not supporting n stuff..
sorry ler.... got alot on my mind..
plus cs ler!....geram sia!!
but we had emo moments!! haha WE LOVE U KALAII!! xp
study study study..
bleh!
In the end CS was ok ni ler.. i think pass la.. but i don't think A or anything..
sigh
after the CS paper went to T-club with shan...had dinner then came to Mel's place...

lepak with mommy and Melissa today,we also visited Mel's**my cous** baby, lil Megan...
Megan just went through few major operations... she was born with some problems,a has alot of excess fluid in her head/eyes.... the doc inserted some tubes in her skull and behind an empty eye soket**cz she was born without an eyeball also** to drain the fluids... it's so sad to see her suffering.no baby should ever be like that... she is not even a year old.. despite the tubes and growths she still is SO pretty... like a Lil angel.....anyways she is doing much better now.. going home soon!

went shopping.. just now..with hotmama and mel hehehe
was fun... hehe just crapping and chilling and gossiping! xp
now back to studying!!
PUBLIC SPEAKING ,ACCOUNTS and ARTS left!!
then SEM BREAK!! WOOTS!!

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

frustration!!

economics's sucked wei!!
was out early!... my so called best sucked!!
very the hatefull mode!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

next CS...
sigh..
**only thing good about 2day is i got to meet someone**
huge grins!!

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Tuesday, September 09, 2008


I'm gonna be studying all night.. cause i think its the only time i can actually concentrate.I have been addicted to peter pan songs again..**i think i posted this vid be4 but wad the heck** hehe this song is gonna be keeping me awake all night!!

Just now someone showed me a really c0ol place in PD... so reminds me of the beach! cause its freaking windy!!

it shall be my "beach" in PJ.. hehehe!!

**missing someone's laughter d**

5.40am..

jazz gone insane...need sleep..

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Sunday, September 07, 2008

I'm the type of person if something does not go as I planed it I get very extremely frustrated..
mostly with myself..
and my studying is so not going as plan! argh!!!!
I feel like shouting! Screaming!! Most of all, I wish I was at the beach!
It’s the one place I find my sanity!
Another output. talking to people, that mean a lot to me.... but then again. I cant keep bugging their soul or go to the beach, cause PJ ain't near any beaches… sigh
I'm trying my best.. but my best don’t seem good enough!
Its like I force myself to study! I'm like kicking myself to study!
But its like I'm reading but nothings is sticking! Plus when it actually is, and I feel I'm actually starting to focus and concentrate, pork on’s the TV! Haiz…

I don’t mind the sound.. but the thing is she put’s it on so loud.. plus its so near my room! No matter where I go its still loud.. I tried the kitchen.. but even there its noisy.. plus other housemate want to go there to cook and stuff…

I never been so frustrated as I'm now..
I don’t know why but ever since I came to uni I been some how different, not the same jazz who wouldn't bother about my grades and stuff…
maybe its because I now know how hard my mom worked to get me where I m now..
or maybe its mostly the responsibility that my future is in my own hands now….
Sigh….
I know hot mama always says just do your best, that’s all I want from you..
but then…
how can I do my best, when I myself don’t think my best is good enough!

Feeling so angry and frustrated now….feelings all bundled inside of me…building up…
.

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Monday, September 01, 2008

GLOOMY DAY!
not helping wit my studies...feel so freaking sleepy..
not able to concentrate! sigh..
and for the 1st time, i wish i was in kl again! all my stuff there.. so susah to study here..
hotmama duwan me go back so fast =.=

anyways,i went to macd wit gal then headed to her place to study but then end up playing with her dog and watching GG! AIYOH!

i dun0 y everytime im back i tend 2 camwhore!
new dress i got =)

xoxoxoxoxoxo

gossip girl!



missing my sayang ='(

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

THE LATEST NEWS!!
im an air hostest for emirates airlines.
=.=
i have been flying all over!!
swt
seriously la. where the hell do this people come up with all this stories la..
1says im pregnent the other im an air hostest...
is there another JESSICA ANN SELVADURAI!?
argh!!
btw woots! i passed my accounts! n im not barred from my arts exam!! hehe
**im still worried about my accounts ,n computer studies though!
ps:
im x sad or angery or pissed off wit anyone...
i dun hate anyone aso...
so dun get me wrong =)

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Thursday, July 24, 2008


mid-term are over!! woots!!

assignments!

english- done!-accounts-done!-econimics-**doing but did my part d**-computer studies-next week**done reasearch**-public speaking-tmr!! sigh**-arts!-reasearch/vid thingi many!!!!!!!!!tats all!! hahahahhahahahhahhahhhahhh

tmr i balik kampung!! woots!!
so many plans so lil time!! so many ppl 2 c!! sigh!!
letme knw if u wana hang!!
relevent ppl oni!
muahahaaaah

makaning n lepaking in class.. lol.. 2 bored!


the most nerdies pic ever taken !! =pexcited about the bus n the bus stop!
xoxos

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